Tic attack

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[SHORT CHAPTER]

It's been about a week since Jack and i last hung out, let alone speak. It's like he's avoiding me. I look him in the eye, and he turns away. Did I do something? Maybe he really was just an asshole.

I walk outside in the forest for a while, trying to clear my thoughts. It's an eerie silence outside, but it's also kinda nice.

I pull out one of my hatchets and throw it at a tree to release a bit of anger, my tics starting to become noticeable. "Fuck, fuck" my head jerks to the side. My breath coming out in short, ragged gasps. I sit down on the ground and try to calm down. My legs keep jerking up. I tuck my knees into my chest and hold my breath, attempting to let my breathing slow down but that makes it worst.

I begin panicking. In the past, when I've had an attack like this, I'm with someone or in my room. I'm in the middle of the forest, and that's not much help. "F-fu-fucking ki-k-kill me" tears start forming in my eyes. I don't know what to do. I can't even keep my legs still.

What I'd do to see anyone.


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Apologies for not writing. I kinda forgot wattpad existed :>

I'll post a longer one tomorrow!!!

Bye my lovessssssss<3

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