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Friday , April 19 , 2017.
Chilli POV~
I crept into the girls bathroom, smelling nothing but bleach and weed, a light flickering in the back corner, and the raggedy sinks that never seem to turn off. "Kandi..?" I whispered as I knocked on the big stall door.
It cracked open , she gripped the front of my jacket in her hands pulling me inside. She slammed me against the wall kissing me roughly , "Damn I missed you too..!" I chuckled . "I'm sorry.. I felt like i haven't see you in forever." she mumbled against my neck.
"Mhm.. that's because you haven't. so what was that note about ..?" I crossed my arms, "I know you still upset with me.. I promise , we won't be a secret soon."
"That still doesn't explain the note Kandi."
"I know I messed up , I shouldn't have lied to my mom about us but I had to! Think of it as I'm protecting you, my mama don't understand none of this gay stuff.. I miss you baby.. I miss us." she whispered against my lips.
"Don't you miss me baby..? I know she do." she rasped in my ear .. she kissed down my neck as her hands moved closer to my bottom.
"Mm.. yea I missed you. just don't make me mad again."
"I'm almost ready baby .. I swear! , you know how my ma is about this gay stuff. she think I still like boys!" she pulled away from me pacing around the bathroom floor. I frowned watching her bounce wall to wall, anxiety radiating off her. I know she's not ready.. but she has to understand my patience is runnin out.
"I know you've been waiting for a long time. I'm trying, Chili .. I need you to understand that." she held my hands as her eyes began to water , "I understand, Kandi. I'll give you a lil bit more time.." a bright smile appeared on her face, she leaned in and kiss me softly.
"You know I love you .. right my Chilidog?"
I couldn't help but smile at the nickname , she's been calling me that since middle school. And it's always had its effects on me.
"I love you too.." I gave her a nervous smile.
stage one , patience.
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"Chili I need more time! you said that you'll wait!" Kandi yelled as she paced around my bedroom floor , wall to wall with that same confused expression on her face. Why does this feel familiar..?
"Kandi .. I have given you time. it's been 2 months! we'll be graduating soon." I rubbed my temples.
"Ughhh!! why can't you just be okay with us hiding this?! I don't get what's the big deal"
"Because i'm not one of your hoes Kandi! and I refuse to be one! Why can't you just be okay with you telling your mom you're gay?!"
"So you expect me to just walk up to her and say 'Oh hey mom my day was great, by the way I'm gay and I have a girlfriend! what's for dinner?!'"
"You're unbelievable!" I yelled at her . "And you're fuckin impatient! stop rushing me Chili!!" she pointed her finger in my face .
"I swear! you make me so mad I just wanna—". she cut herself off as she gripped both of my wrists , "Let me go!".
