Sigrid (hiccup x reader)

Chapter 23

A week passed, hiccup wasn't here yet, he wasn't going to come. My hope was slwoly vanishing, and the bruises and hits continued, each one stronger than the one the night before. They never stopped, one came, and another punch, and a hit, and so, so much blood. So much blood. Always. Which always lead me having to clean after my blood incidents. I looked up at the cave's ceiling. It was just brown and I could barely move my whole body, it either had cuts and bruises all over it, or cuts, bruises and blood over it, some nights too weak to even clean myself. I always had a bath with me, though, which made it easier. But when I was weak, starving and mentally and physically damaged, I could barely even wash myself. I heard footsteps walking into the cave after opening the metal door, which was always locked. 

"Get up," ryker's voice said as I didn't react. "What? Are you too weak?" He laughed at me as I forced myself to look at him, emotionless. I didn't care about anything, I wanted to, but I couldn't, I wasn't capable of it. "Viggo is inviting you for a dinner in ten minutes." he says as I nod and he walks away. "I'll be there to get you in ten minutes." he says before opening the door and closing it shut after. I didn't know what to do, I tried to move, but I just couldn't. I sat up, having an instant headache. I forced myself to get up and grab a bag, I was leaving, one more push or hit, and I was history, I would be dead. I grabbed a small blanket and two dagers, shoving it into my bag alongside with a map of the whole islands and world, a few snacks, and also a small notebook with a pen. I put on the bag as the door creaked open. "Let's go!" he yells as I walk out, slowly, but I manage. 

"Im going to the bathroom." I say. 

"Why?" he asks. 

"Ladies needs," I make up. "Its urgent, you know?" I asked as he widens his eyes and nods. 

"Oh-" he nods. "Right. Yeah- Of course. Take your time. I- I'll just be at the dinner, you can come after about ten minutes, right?" 

"Or twenty." I say. "It's important. I better already get going, I now where the dinner will be, and i'll be there."

I quickly walked into the forest, walking up to a beach and getting myself a own little platform that I had built a long time ago for this exact moment. I got on it quickly and pushed it onto the water, getting on it quickly and pushing myself out into the horizon. I was heading to the edge, as it looked like on the map. I let down my bag on the platform. Some tears dripped down as I started to push it more out, wanting to be the farthest of the island. If they would get me now, I would never get out, that would be final. And hiccup never wanted to even come back. I breathed out longly, finally feeling like I could be back to my freedom and feel finally like a human, not getting hit or punished for everything, constantly. I continued to push the water away, trying my best to be away from viggo's base.