So, I got in trouble cause I told two people I'm kind of close with that I wasn't in the best headspace and I couldn't really talk to them for a while, and I also said that if I wasn't in school for more than 3 days, I was dead. So one of them told, and their parent called the school, and the school called my mom, so my mom took my phone, meaning I can't text some of the other people I'm close with, and that's the only way I was able to really communicate with them, so now, i can't even text anyone. Not only that, but my mom scrolled through my texts and got mad, set up an emergency meeting with my councelor (which is the right thing to do), and basically has grounded my ass. So if I'm not super active on here, that's why. Also, just want to say, you guys are awesome, and I'm glad to have met so many of you! Still not in the best headspace, but trying to make things work, fake it til you make it! Also, not talking to those people cause I said I wasn't in the right headspace, then they reported me. Jesus fucking Christ, I'm not gonna kms. I don't have enough energy to try. Also, if anyone has any good book recs, please share, I'm in desperate need of a new book to read, concidering I'm almost done with the one i've just started.
So yeah, that's kind of how things are going, toddles yall.
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