Broken paradise

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Taehyun pov:

Taehyun was trying to hold firm, yes if that man truly wanted to meet him, truly loved him he would've been the one to directly contact him. Bout, NO he let someone who is probably just some worker of his to contact him. Truly pathetic that man, he can't even pretend to care, in a believable way.
"Does Mr. Taehyun allow, his father to talk to him" I really had a WHAT THE DUCK moment and said it out loud to the other man replied to my most stupid expression with that same neutral tone. What the- does anything phase this man, I feel pity for my poor self, even Deyoel seems to controlling his laughter at my reaction.
"Mr. Songhyuk has been wanting to talk to you for a long time but he feared you would not like it. He was scared that you won't even listen to him" Well that he was sure he wouldn't I mean who would to a man who abandoned you for his other family when he was supposed to be there for you. But now it feels like there is a lot missing because if he left me for that other family then why would he come back and why would he divorce,you could say he haad a change of heart, and was enlightened but ...that seems a little hard to believe right away. Now I am curious what really happened,but I am not just giving up like that, but I don't really wanna talk anymore about this I was losing my control and my throat had started feeling tight, I knew the emotions were coming now and if I talked longer I would loose control.
That's when I heard it a low, deep and husky voice of an old person "Hello, Son!" It was filled with emotions, there was sadness, regret, guilt, happiness and so many indescribable emotions in just two words, my throat tightened more than before and suddenly breathing seemed harder as I felt a pressure on my chest. "Hello..." I said I could see my sweetheart putting a hand on my shoulder and bringing me close to him. I leaned on his chest as that..man replied " Son, please I am sorry hear me out, meet me just once Let me tell you what really happened that time, if you want to see me again or not is up to you" there was desperation in his voice and suddenly I wanted to know, I wanted to know why all of this happened, I wanted to know the truth but I was not sure if I could. I wanted answers but I was scared to have them, I realised tears were falling down my eyes when Dey started wiping them, when did I start to cry... Voice heavy with emotion I knew ai had to end this so I said " I will think about it please have your information sent to me and don't call me again, I will contact you on my on accord" and hastily cut the call. After the call ended I finally let the tears loose as hugged my boyfriend and he brought me in his hold making me feel safe and strong.I really love him so much.