The only thing I have to say is, I realized my feelings for him too late. He fell first, I fell harder. Now I sit here, the only thing swirling around in my head is him. He is not mine anymore, yet I crave his love, his attention, his touch. I need him to comfort me like he did, before I fall apart again. If only I had faced my fear I could still be in his arms. I will forever love him.
