This will be the last part I write for a while.
I know that our story is over, all the things we did together, all the moments we share, and all the times he helped me when I was in a rough place.
everything is different now. I guess maybe we grew apart each day from that one moment. I'd like to think I am at peace, yet deep down I know it will take a little more time. It's hard to just forget about someone who you grew so attached too, who you had new experiences and firsts with. So yes, it will take some time.
I don't regret anything we did or the fact I did those things with him, they are good memories to look back on. I can grow from them, learn from them. But I know now that I can't go back, and I can't change this outcome. I know that he will be the person to come up in conversations at times and be that person who I randomly think of time to time. I also hope that I can find someone who cared for me like he did, and whom I can feel comfortable around like he made me feel. I really liked him, but I was too scared of the outcome and If I could do it.
I wish the outcome of our relationship were different, however there is no going back.
