☆Secret☆ (ANGST)🙌

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by mishcah_hachsim

by mishcah_hachsim

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»BDUBS POV«

"Why? Why do I feel like I'm a secret?"

"Am I not enough?" I muttered

"What do you mean?" Doc my lover stared at me confusedly

"Its not like Im mad but... In every relationship you've had I'm the only one that you've kept as a secret. I'm the only one that you didn't introduce to your friends or your family, you can't even do the things you did to your ex to me. You don't even put any effort to me. I haven't even received any respect from you." I cried feeling the pain and sorrow. It hurts so much...

"sorry..." Doc uttered

"It hurts. It hurts that I can stand proud being with you wherever we are but you don't do the same for me. That I'm willing to do anything for you, but when it comes to me I need to beg you to do it. That you'll do anything for anyone but for me you can't. You can do it too.... But not for me... You can do it with ease, but you just don't want to do it to me."

And with that I broke down, my tears were flowing like waterfalls. I can't do anything, I just- can't accept the fact that it's the truth,
I know that truth hurts... And when I said it hurts, it hurts alot.