one day, I will stop falling in love with you.
(caught you many times looking into my eyes, I'm delusional but hehe.)
again, I being here proves the fact that
I went through a phase I thought I was done for.
We saw each other today many times, for the whole 9 hours because of that noli me.
I the star looking out for you
with my broken moons
being the evidence of my
confession.
I see the other woman
so drained because of jealousy
that fire consuming everything
in her
Earlier with the sun engaged to the sky
as I always wanted his name engraved in my grave as he was lying in my lap, she came.
saw her eyes already crying as she sees us from far, but as she came closer her actions gave so much negative energy.
saw her head flooded with thoughts I couldn't bare to figure out but to feel of her secret hatred seedling.
had the thought of
her disliking me, but what can I do
we both wanted the same wine that person liked
Honestly, I know its very Impossible to happen but I've moved on long time ago, its just this today made me feel something to somewhat go back but i honestly dont want to.
That thought slowly killing me and it started with a cut with her shattered moon reaching me, I dont want any feud but it can't help to feel like some hate is going towards me.
I've tried not to love him but it just came back, and I'm already sorry for myself and that other woman liking the same person.
Im so sorry jillian.
