ꨄ︎𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒆ꨄ︎

life sucks..but not when hes around.

7:36AM: "Hey adagio, sos abt last night."
7:39AM: "Adagio pls answer ilysm answer.."
8:08AM: "I messed up just answer me."
8:27AM: "I don't wanna loose you adagio..'
Read at 8:28AM

I slam my phone onto my mattress and sink into my pillow, sobbing. I shouldn't have acted like that, he hates me. I messed up, he thinks I hate him. I love that stupid boy...I really love him. But I don't know how to reply. I wipe my tears as I hear someone marching up the stairs and pretend I'm snoring away. They head back down stairs and I hear my phone beep. I unlock my phone and check my snapchats Owen had sent me, there's one more.

8:54AM: "I'm coming over, we need to talk adagio.. "

No,no he can't. I look a mess!! Perfect timing, a knock at the door. I throw on my slippers and a hoodie. I let down my straight, brown hair and race down my spiral stairs. "ADAGIOOO! OPEN THE DOOR BOZO!"
"UGH YES I KNOW RACHEL."
My sister is so annoying. Like I have ears and eyeballs love, I can see. She heads back upstairs and I fastly unlock the door. I don't want to see him, I don't I don't I DONT. But my body is moving without thinking..my heart is controlling me. The door flies open with the wind and he's stood there, soaking wet in a scraggy ACDC shirt and shorts in 3° weather. His fluffy, dirty blonde hair is all wet and dripping. And his freckles are spotted all over his face. God he looks so hot...or should I say cold. As soon as he sees my face he runs and pulls me into a tight, soggy hug. And he laughs, not like making fun of me, in relief somehow. "God dammit Adagio..I don't care if you hate me. I fucking love you." I tightly hug him back and whisper "I don't hate you dumbass...I love you too. Come on, let's get you in my room next to a radiator." I lead him to my room and he sits on my bed next to the radiator. "You warmer yet?"
"Kind of..."
"Does this help..?"
I hug him and rest my head on his shoulder, I ruffle his hair up. "O-oh. Yeah it is." He laughs at me. "But your tears are also making my shoulder more wet adagio!" I chuckle and look at him. "I'm so sorry i got mad at you at the party when you cracked. Yk I'm sensitive like that."
"I know Adagio. That's why your so unique!!" He always has a way to brighten up situations somehow, its cool. He's so cute when he smiles. He looks so cute now matter of fact. I just want to kiss him, but it'll ruin our friendship. "Adagio....you in there?"
"Oh, sh1t sorry I spaced out."
"Ah, it's alright!"
"Yeah..."
Why is it all awkward now?? Its never been like this before?? It's...New. He bursts out laughing "Why are we like this,Adagio?? Why are we so weird?'
I can't help but laugh too, we laugh until we're laying down and my stomach aches.

The sun sets and we are watching Friends. Laughing still. I roll down my blinds and put the hood up so my hair is covered from my hoodie. Or should I say, Owen's :) "Is that mine??"
"Hah, you finally noticed did you? We've hung out all day!"
"Yeah well I was too busy apologising tk realise dumbo." We lay down and I can tell he's getting more tired by the minute. Suddenly a hour has flown by and its midnight. His voice is croaky and sleepy, its funny and adorable. Like he's too tired to function anymore. "You tired there, O?" I say and giggle
"Mhm..your beds so comfy Adagio...I'll head home in a bit.." He yawns, half asleep. "No your not! I'll bet you that."
"Alright."
And after 2 minutes he's nodded off and fully out for the night, just like that. That's why I love him. He believes I'm a pillow so he holds me tightly and rests on me, I smile and play with his hair, I know he likes it because he always brought it up alot when he was with his ex. He's so adorable..I turn off the TV and let myself nod off too, I tuck us under the covers and make sure he's warm. And...I kiss him on the forehead. What a night..<3