Close Your Eyes you'll be here soon

Oyasumi

Sunny's POV

I lost my battle with Omori and he was right. There is no hope for me, i ruined everything. Everyone used to be so happy and if i never existed from the beginning, then they would still be happy. I couldn't even face my own actions consequences. I wish i could travel back in time and stop whatever i did to her, but i can't. Im the most selfish person to ever exist and i don't deserve anything or anyone that i have in my life. I don't even deserve a life in the first place. I don't want to continue living like this in this reality and im scared, what if i lose my control and do what i did again? What if i kill someone and wipe everyones smiles off their faces again? I can't trust myself after what i did and i will never be able to do that. I lost everything because of my own actions and made everyone lose her. I feel so guilty even looking at their faces or being around them. They don't know that i killed her and they never will. I can't tell them because if i do im scared that they will hate me even more then i hate myself, although i deserve worse then them just hating me. Im going to give myself what i deserve.

I stare at the hospital ceiling and after few seconds i get off from bed, i see few flowers and plants around my hospital room so i decided to take a look and adore nature for the last time before i end it all.

as i look and smell the flowers they reminds me of Basil

Basil and i used to be very close before the accident. Even though i wanted to leave him and distance myself i didn't have any negative feelings about him at all. I just cant act like nothing happened and forget it all. He reminds me of the accident and i hate it. I still hope that he recovers from what i couldn't.

I looked at my wrist and remembered i still wear the friendship bracelet that Basil made for everyone in our group. After Mari died we were allowed to take it as a memory from her and since that day Hero wears two bracelets: His own bracelet and Mari's one. Before i die i want basil to take it as an apology.

I opened the door and started walking in the hospital. It seems quite today probably because its early in the morning. I was heading to the rooftop and while i was on my way, i saw the room that basil stayed in and approached it

Even though it was very early in the morning they were awake. I could hear Kel making some jokes and trying to make Aubrey and Basil laugh, infact he was doing it pretty well too because Aubrey and Basil burst out laughing and Hero warned them to be quiet so they don't wake anyone up from what i heard. Can i turn Back from what i've decided to and tell them the truth? Would they hate me to death? Will they ever forgive me if they know? I dont know but i want to see them once again. This is probably the last moment i hear from them. They're my childhood and i don't want to leave them but i have to. I will miss them so much.

I quietly mumbled "Sorry" then i took my bracelet off and I stuck it in the door handle. I turned around and continued on my way to rooftop

A tear fell down my face

I have reached the rooftop and i will finally see my sister again.

I walked to the edge of the roof

"I miss you Mari"

After this i will be with Mari and everyone forever. I owe Mari a life and im going to pay it with my own even if its not enough. There won't be anyone exists such as Sunny anymore, Only Omori. Everything will be alright and everyone will be happy in my reality, i just have to do it.

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Words:746 if this gets atleast 500 views, i will add another chapter to this fic with the same storyline but in the end instead of Sunny's death, They stop him.

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