Dear Jacob:
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A Jake & Renesmee Fanfiction Story of Love
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By SunKissed93
((twilight fanfiction // warning))
Summary:
Jacob is forced to join the efforts along with the rest of his pack with newborn vampires on the loose. This is the story of how much they miss each other over the four months he is away from Nessie- (16 years old in human years and frozen like other vampires is inlove with Jake).
Chapter One: I Miss You
I wrote my first letter to Jake today.
Dear Jacob~ 12/09
Watching your bus drive away, leaving me standing alone on the curb, tears filled my eyes. I remember you saying "no tears, i'm coming home to you". But i couldn't stop them. I miss you and i know you miss me too. So I'll see you soon, Jake. Always & Forever.
I ran my fingers along the page, tracing the letters one by one. Always and Forever. I walked upstairs, closing my door behind me. Suddenly all the fears and what ifs i had about being away from Jake came racing through my mind overwhelming me. I sank to the floor, tears running down my cheeks like an unstoppable waterfall.
What If you never come home? How could i go on? What if you forget about me?What if i can't bare to be without you for one more moment? What if --- i miss you more than you miss me?
I shiver broke through my sobbs as i uttered the thought of never seeing his face again, never feeling his arms around me. My sobbs continued, getting louder and louder until it felt like thunder was breaking through my chest.
In the next moment a pair of strong arms were around me. I looked up to see Jasper kneeling in front of me.
"Uncle Jasper, i- i -" he squeezed my hand and i felt calm finally.
"Thank you." i whispered into his chest. he nodded. I rested my head on his shoulder letting my tears run dry.
"I know it seems unbearable right now, but you have me and alice and everyone in this house. We're all going to help you, you'll be okay. I promise."
I looked back up at him, taking a deep breath. I felt a little better.
After Jasper left for hunting with everyone else, i sprawled out on my bed. I spotted a picture frame on my nightstand. I grabbed it and held it in my hands. It was a photo of me and Jake at prom last month. He wore a black tux and i wore a lavender gown with a corsage on my arm. Things seemed so simple back then i thought to myself- remembering. A tear dropped onto the picture and i realized i would never get over Jake. And i don't want to, not even when i miss him this much.
Just then my computer screen lit up my email flashing. "You've Got Mail" it read. I walked over and sat down.
An email from Jake appeared on my screen. And when a video popped up i caught my breath. He always knew what i need no matter how far we are from one another. I thought.
The caption of the video read:
"I miss you, here's a little something to help you fall asleep. I love you." I smiled and clicked play. His face appeared across the screen.
"Hi, Nessie. I miss you- a lot." he said, pausing. I could tell that he was choking up with tears as much as i am.
"And i figured you'd enjoy this. so here goes." The camera zoomed out and i saw that Jake was holding a beautiful guitar in his hands. His voice was almost good enough to make me forget how much i was missing him.
".....Lets just talk all through the night. Theres no need to rush. We'll be young forever." a tear of joy stained my cheek as i watched him. It almost felt like he'd never left. He was sitting in front of me singing our song.
"My heart stops when you look at me. Just one touch now i believe." As the song ended the camera zoomed in to his flawless face. "Teenage Dream" was now & forever my favorite song.
"I love you Nessie. Always & Forever. Don't ever forget that. I'll be home soon. Sweet Dreams." He whispered and the screen went black.
