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Wassup?

I feel so awful.
My heart is continuously beating erratically.
I don't know what's going on.
My mind is a mess.
It's extremely heavy.
I find it hard to focus.
Rather I can't seem to focus.
I can't seem to see what's in front of me.
I can't seem to know what is it that I want.
I can't seem to see the light in front of me.
It's all dark, extremely dark.
My stomach is sinking continuously.
Somebody help me!
Your smile is lethal.
It's dangerous.
It's heavy.
It seems to blur my destiny.
It seems to blur my wants.
It seems to blur everything I ever want to achieve.
And even tho I find solace in your smile,
It still comes with a heavy burden.
A mind-numbing sensation.
It broughts a wrecking havoc.
And I need help!
I need to get out
But I can't seem to leave.