Until the end

Diary

Hana's POV:

~In her diary~

Dear Diary,

today was the first school day after the summer holidays. That means a new class... and guess what, I'm in a class with Miya. But there is something good, I'm also in a class with Lief. Without Lief I probably would die in this year, she always helps me soooo much. I'm really glad that we are friends. I'm wondering if she thinks so too. I hope so, but that's not important right now. The important thing is, that I'm in one class with Kanaye Hiraku... the most popular boy in school. And he sits right in front of me in class. I don't know what to do, I mean I like him since I've seen him the first time, and now he sits IN FRONT OF ME! And then in the Cafeteria Miya came to me, she told me again that I'm fat and ugly, but I already know it. She don't have to remind me... But suddenly Kanaye was there and Miya ran to him. And he just looked at ME. At me the little, quiet girl from the last row. I know he talked to me in school before but I didn't know that he is noticing me. And what did I do? I was blushing and looked away! Stupid, little me... But, yeah, that's me: A stupid, little girl, just like Miya always says. But I don't have a chance, I have to stay cool and just pretend like I'm the quiet, girl from the last row... Well, I guess it's not my choice, if he likes me, than he does and if he doesn't than he doesn't and I can't change anything about that.

Now it's time to sleep. Tomorrow is school again and I don't wanna be late or tiered.

I hope you like this short view in her diary and in her thoughts. I'm sorry, it's a bit short. I hope the next chapters will be longer.