The Girl he Never Wanted

Chapter 2:

THE PICTURE IS THE DRESS KILEY WORE TO THE PARTY!

 Present~

     I've grown up a lot. I dyed my hair blonde, my wavy hair reaching halfway down my back. I also discovered fashion. I have a good job working as a nurse in my local hospital, I love it so much. I also lost my love in cartoons and bubbly stuff ever since me and Austin lost contact. I haven't seen him since that day.

I haven't liked or even paid attention to any other boys. But tonight I want that to change, since I'm going to a huge party tonight, basically everyone's going. 

As I opened the door to my apartment, my best friend, Ansley came running up, hugging me. Gosh I loved her.

"Are you ready for the party? It's going to be LIT!" Ansley shrieked , skipping around. She really is the little bit of personality I have left. I grinned a little. 

"I am." I said, walking up to my room, I love Ansley but sometimes she really is a headache. I rummaged through my clothes in my closet, gasping when I found the perfect dress. A tight fitted sparkly emerald dress, stopping midway down way my thigh. I put on silver hoop earrings and my infinity necklace, a couple rings, and heels that matched the color of my dress. I curled my hair, and put on a full face of makeup. Gosh I looked stunning. Why couldn't I have looked like this in high school?  I sighed.

I walked down the stairs, spotting Ansley in the same dress I'm wearing, but hers is white. She doesn't look like she tried on her hair or makeup at all. Jesus Ansley. 

We smiled at each other. 

"You look gorgeous!" She screamed, running to me. 

"Thanks." I smiled, looking down at my arm, remembering that night. It was horrible.

                    5 years ago~                        !!!!!!!!!!TW!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tears immediately started spooling as I opened my side table drawer, immediately grabbing the tiny pencil sharpener and a screwdriver. 

I unscrewed the blade from the sharpener and grabbed it. As I touched it to my wrist, I hesitated. Then I remembered  Austin, and I dug into my wrist and dragged the blade through my flesh. I watched as a puddle of blood became on the floor, then everything was blurry. I was blacked out, but somehow I felt my dad kicking the shit out of me. Then I heard him slam the door, leaving me there. I wanted to get up and scream for help and plead, but I heard an unfamiliar voice, a girl. As I listened, I recognized the voice. Ansley Gibson from third period. 

I woke up in the hospital. 

                    Present~

As we arrived to the party, I started having a panic attack. People. I hate people. I couldn't breathe. I'm suffocating. 

"Kiley. Kiley. Hello?" I hear Ansley panicking. I look at her, my eyes wide as ever. "You're gonna be okay I promise. I'll stay with you the whole time."

"Promise?" I asked.

"Promise."

I nodded. We climbed out of the car, shutting the doors behind us. We both walked in the huge nightclub, our arms twisted together. As we reach the doors I hesitate. "Ans-" 

"No. Come on. I got you, trust me." She stated.

I nodded once again as she opened the door, both of us walking inside. There was a group of boys beside the walkway eye fucking me. I felt so unsafe and uncomfortable. Im guessing Ansley noticed because she hopped in front of me. 

"I'm okay, Ansley. Come on let's go get drinks." I said as she looked at me, puzzled I'm assuming. We walked to the bar, and I ordered 50 shots on a platter, not caring about the bill. Money wasn't an issue. I handed the worker my credit card, smiling at him. I took a few shots, my head feeling heavy, but not caring. I let go of Ansley and spotted an attractive man on the dance floor. He spotted me too, and invited me over. I walked over to him, smiling. I started dancing on him, laughing and teasing him, his hands roaming my body. 

"Do you want to go to the bathroom, pretty girl." He whispered in my ear. I nodded, as I looked around for the bathroom sign, I spotted a familiar figure standing beside the dance floor, staring at me. Austin.