Desperation for your touch || Siglai🫶🏻

II - The Play Date

Sigma got up out of his office, his mind blank besides the voice in his head telling him to hurry up. I mean, Nikolai just looked so familiar right..? He thought to himself. He ended up calling Nikolai back, "I'm ready, so meet whenever?", "How about..5 minutes in front of Lupin Bar?" Nikolai said getting up out of his bed and quickly changing his outfit "5 Minutes? Uh– Alright sure?" Sigma replied, heading out the door to his car

By 2:47 sigma arrived at the Bar, Nikolai waiting at the bench outside. "Hello Nikolai" Sigma said with a small smile walking up to the White-haired man, "Hey Sigma, My treat for last night?" Nikolai said, walking towards the entrance of the bar Sigma following behind him "Soo..what would you like? Wine..Whisky?" Nikolai asked as they sat down, "Wine will be fine, thanks" Sigma said as Nikolai ordered a glass of wine and rum. It was awkward until they both got a little tipsy,

A few hours later

"Hm? Yeah~ I think I'd go to Cuba for the warmth you know?" Nikolai giggled, his hand resting on Sigma's leg. "Mmh yeah I mean it is quite cold in Yokohama sometimes- I'd like to go to France," Sigma said, his arm on the table keeping his head supported "Your pretty y'know?" Nikolai mumbled, his hand reaching an uncomfortable area on Sigma's leg, well uncomfortable to a sober person at least. "Oh? I think you're the pretty one?" Sigma smiled, his face beautiful, him himself beautiful. "Don't flatter me Sig" Nikolai smiled back

"Sig?" Sigma asked a little bit of shock on his face from the nickname. It sounded so familiar. Something like his Dear Mykola called him. "Huh? Yeah Sig, I thought it'd be a cute nickname?" Nikolai said, "Or would you rather have no nickname?" He said, his voice a bit quieter as another glass of Wine and Rum was placed on the counter in front of them "No no, I like it Kyola" Sigma smiled, a nickname of his own for Nikolai; Nikolai's eyes widened a little.

Kyola— Mykola..?

It sounded so familiar to him. "I think it's pretty late. Should we take this last drink and head out?" Sigma said, knowing he had work tomorrow "..Huh? Oh yes, yes sorry of course!" Nikolai said getting kicked out of his little trance, They both talked more and finished their drinks. Getting up from their chairs and heading outside

"Well thank you Kyola, I'll have to pay you back sometime huh?" Sigma said with a drunken smile "No worries Sig, It's my treat. Tho, Can I offer you a ride home? It's quite late like you said I think I should get you home?" Nikolai offered, "No don't worry, I'll be fine," Sigma said "No please I insist," Nikolai said reaching for his hand to bring him to his car "It's fine really!" Sigma said as his hand was grabbed, pulling him towards the car "No please I insist it's very late" He said pulling him closer, maybe a little too close

They stared at each other for a moment, a breath apart. The smell of alcohol tainting their breaths, Sigma's hands finding their way to Nikolai's shirt almost instinctively. "Uh.. Sorry– I'll let you get going" Nikolai said his face covered in blush from the others' beautiful faces, cute, innocent, almost angel-like. "Uh..Yeah, see you eventually" Sigma said with a small, awkward smile. As Sigma walked away Nikolai's face blushed even more as his heart quickened, Nikolai watched as Sigma got into his car and drove away.

Nikolai started having a small little 'Happy Dance' as he felt where Sigma's hands were on his chest, it's felt so surreal..so..dreamy. No, it was like no other feeling, As he snapped out of his trance he remembered that Sigma had left his phone on the Counter in the bar from earlier "Shit—" He muttered to himself, running into the bar quickly and grabbing the phone. Driving to Sigma's house to the best of his memory from earlier today to his surprise sigma hadn't made it pretty far before Nikolai caught up to him.

He followed him to his house driving behind him trying not to seem creepy– As sigma drove into his parking lot to his apartment Nikolai quickly got out of his car and ran up to Sigma "Hii, sorry– pant– you forgot this" he said on the verge of passing out "Oh Christ you look like your in the verge of collapsing–" Sigma said, holding Nikolai by his shoulder keeping his balance normal "It's late– uh..you can spend the night again, plus your in no shape to be driving in this darkness" Sigma offered, Helping Nikolai inside "Y-yeah okay..I just need to lay down" he said, his eyes foggy and clouded.

Once they reached upstairs of Sigma's apartment, Sigma brought Nikolai to lie down on the couch

"This okay for now? I know it's not the comfiest but it'll have to do for now while I go grab you some tea?" He said, getting up and walking into the kitchen turning on the teapot. "it'll take a moment before it's heated up–" Sigma muttered peeking his head through the doorway

A few minutes alter Sigma brang a cup of Tea out to the living room.

"Here, Drink it and get some sleep. I'll bring blankets out in a few minutes i just have to find an extra one" sigma smiled, taking a few minutes but coming back with a soft fluffy blanket. "Mm..thank you–" Nikolai yawned, taking the blanket and falling asleep instantly

"Oh– well night, see you tomorrow morning" sigma sighed, getting up from the edge of the couch and walking to his room. Stripping his clothing to get into pajamas "God.." he murmured the scar on his waist starting to hurt again..

Memories~

"Your a useless boy, no one will ever find need for your useless and weak body boy." Mori shouted at the boy, slashing his stomach with a blade "Maybe this will teach you a lesson, A lesson to not be so useless" Mori scoffed, walking away leaving the boy sitting there in a puddle of his own blood..

End of memories~

The thought of that day made his bones quiver, the thought of meeting his 'doctor' again made him want to cry. He shook his head putting clothing on and getting ready for the night. Finishing putting in his pajamas and turning all the lights off in the apartment halls and rooms.

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1101 words (just in the story)

Sorry if this made no sense this took like 4-7 days to make due to lack of inspiration and motivation!

(Chapter 3 will be out before May 1st !)
                      ( Hopefully )