it's just a little crush...right? || Hyunlix

Time goes by fast...

Hyunjins POV

Me and Felix have decided in a challenge ever since the day he nearly died. We said...

"Whoever talks to the other person first owes them a dinner and the whole group."

"I'm on it."

Me and him start today. I am physical for felix badly so this is a challenge.. My phone wakes me up first thing in the morning. "Fel-" I shut up before his name came out of my mouth. I check my phone and it's "Rachael? What is she..I'll answer next time." I put my phone down. It's odd knowing Felix's older sister called me. She's in Australia so what's the purpose? While I'm getting ready to go out with minho and jeongin to skip school again, "Olivia? Tsk-what's the reason.!?" I get annoyed and decline again. I didn't see felix outside so maybe he went to classes. As I leave the dorms, minho and jeongin are there. "Hey!" I yell and hug them by their shoulders. "Hi hyung!" Jeongin said happily and smiles gently. "Hello." Minho said. "Ohhh-can weeee maybee go to get-uhh-cupcakes?" Jeongin asked and looks for bakery's near. 

"Oh yes I'm craving~!" Minho yelled and grabbed our arms. "Han-" "Han-ah?" Minho turned around. "No...the bakery..."Han river bakes". The foods look yummy. Can we go?" "Oh-k let's go." Minho walked and lead us to the bakery. I held in my laugh. When we got to the bakery jeongin ordered over 5 cupcakes. "Yo-your gonna eat all that by... yourself..?" I stuttered and chuckled. "What do you mean!? Ofcourse!" He yelled at me in a funny manner. "Of course he is Hyunjin look!" Minho said and lightly smacked jeongin stomach, "Yah!" Jeongin yelled and made me laugh out loud. Then again, I had Olivia and Rachael both call me 2 more times. This isn't normal.

"Jeongin...have you grown anything for anyone?" "Me? I'm young leave me be." He said. "Ok but binnie? Hmmm hm?" Minho said teasing him. "Wha-what? He- no!" "He definitely likes him." I said whispering loudly to Minho. "Jeongin likes binnie!" I yelled in the empty area. "Yah! Hyung!" He yelled and smacked me. "Owh!"

While later

I was back in the dorms and went to my bedroom. Long fun day. Knowing Felix's schedule he shouldn't be here right now so I decided to go get some kimbap. For the both of us.. . As I was walking back home after getting the kimbap I noticed vibrations in my pocket. "Hm?" I stopped and checked it was Felix's number. I picked up the phone... to here sobs. "Felix?" I said and began running to the dorms. "Hyunjin...I lost. But...please...come...back." He said and hung up. I ran home so fast. Out of breath,legs hurting,cramps forming. "Lixie!" I yelled and busted in his room. Wasn't there, I barged in my room. He was sitting on the floor on the other side of my bed. "Felix." I said and walked to him. "Hey what happened..?" I sat next to him and rubbed his thigh. "Mom..she..I." He cried louder and I brang him on my laps. 

"Shh it's ok I'm here now. Breathe slowly for me." I said and held him tighter as he soaked my sweatshirt. "If you don't slow down on breathing I won't know." I said and rubbed his head. I got up and picked him up. He clinged onto me and I laid in bed letting him on top of me. I slowed his crying so I spoke up again. "Felix,..without crying,tell me,what happened my love?.." I said. "Mom...has gone to...mom...doesn't exist in this world no more." I heard him clear. I know he wanted to cry more as he said those words. That's when I realized. The amount of calls from his sisters. "Baby...not everyone will stay. You think your mom would be happy with this reaction...hm? Your mom still exist in many peoples hearts including you and me. Your mom will forever stay with the people she loves ok ?" I said and sighed. "Hyunjin." "Hm?" "How aren't you tired of me yet?" "There is no yet."

"Yet doesn't exist in my vocab with you." I said. "I love you so much." He said. "I love you more." I said and kissed his head. "Can we go visit mom next week..? In Australia?" If lix is happy this way then yes. "Of course. Only if you feel ok with it,don't force yourself to feel a specific way." "I owe you now. Not only you. Everyone. Can we bring them to Australia with us to visit mom..?" "Anything for you,I'll use my money on everything,don't worry about anything." I said. I know it's bunches of money but,it's worth it. "I'm sorry Felix. I shouldn't have kept you alone." He chuckled. It's hard to be happy in a situation like what he's going through. "You know, you ran miles in my head for so long,my mind never lets you go." He laughed again. "Mentally,I won." "I guess." I said and smiled. "Want to go out..?" I asked maybe he needs air. "I don't wanna walk." "I'll carry you." "If that's it then sure." I got up. "Actually,no. I'm tired,sleep with me. Can we not go to classes this week?" "Sure."

I let the college know why we aren't coming and soon enough we're packing for Australia! 

"Hyunjin what do I need?" 

"Hyunjin help me match my outfits!"

"Hyunjin will mom love this fit?" 

"Will she like this?" 

"This fits well?"

"She will love you!"

"I can't wait!"

Felix talked all week about this. We were leaving this Wednesday and it's Monday so,we are busy. The group was excited knowing there going on a free trip to Australia soon. They have been treating me and Felix a bit different. I can't explain but it's funny. Felix is so excited  to see his hometown and his family. I love Felix. I love my life. Something is wrong. Not with me and Felix but a certain couple in our group. Last couple,we expected to be the most problematic...little did we know it was seungmin and chan

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hiii! New chap it's weird right?😭🖐️ So remember delusions..? Didn't go well but uh...now I will be having curiosity lessons with y'all bc I have mad. So my ex keeps flirting with me but then calls me a fat bitch... my x crush flirts with me slightly on Friday I asked for her hand and she acted like a fucking princess😭then someone said she likes me... what does this mean? Idk bu anyways that's alll byeeee thank u for reading I hope u like loves youuu!!🤍

—brilix💞🤍