it's just a little crush...right? || Hyunlix

A hate or not.

Hyunjins POV
The day started with bunch of yells. Im so tired to close my own door. "Fuck." I got up and threw my shoe to close the door. "Thank god." I heard my name but completely ignored it not giving a single little fuck. I feel so lost right now but also I remembered last night suddenly. I want to remember this as a nightmare. Not as the best moment of my entire life.

Felix's POV
I was at the park with my only friend group that i dearly love so much. "Wait I can do the backflip!" Han yelled making me crack up so much. They were thinking of doing cheer but changbin and Han were making fun of them. "Those cheerleaders are hard workers. Leave them alone!" Chan yelled at them but seungmin,binnie and ji kept and kept laughing. And of course I was laughing too,but not the most. Not even the last one to stop,the first one. My eyes laid on a boy but he was with my ex. "Oh my...Chan can we go to another park?" I said holding onto his shirt and he turned to me worried. "Why what happened? Something wrong,makes you uncomfortable?" He said holding my hand and I looked at him again. "Him...him." I said and he looked over.

"Guys new park,let's go." He didn't bother like he always does. I love chan for this. "Why?" Everyone kept asking but all he said was don't worry about it or no reason so we left to a new park. "I cant even do backflips." Han kept laughing barely being able to hold his balance. "Han hold your own hand oh my god!" Binnie kept yelling and Chan with seungmin were walking behind them watching them like 2 parents taking care of 2 crazy kids. "Hey gay bitch!" I heard someone yell and completely ignoring it knowing it's the worst person in my life,Yen. "Chan lets hurry he is here." I whispered in his ear and seungmin seemed to notice so he grabbed both ji and changbin by there neck and walked faster while Chan just held my hand and continued to walk faster. "With your boyfriends,fucking sluts!" Yen yelled again and laughed with his friends. I walked as fast as I could till I felt my hoodie get pulled so I let go of Chans hand. "Chan!" I yelled.

"Don't ever fucking ignore me you slutty gay bitch." I felt his arms around my neck. "You fucking bitch." Seungmin punched Yens face and I was so surprised but also not by his actions because he is usually quite but has a nasty attitude most of the time. He seems sweet at times. "What the fuck." Yen was holding onto his nose that was running with blood. "Don't you play with my fucking friend alright?" He said and kicked his belly very hard and held onto my hand. "Are you ok?" He said to me so gently. "Yes but are you ok? I mean your hand?" I said gently rubbing his hand. "Yeah I am don't worry I was just defending you." He said and I smiled while he went back to Chan. "Seungmin dont do that you scared me." Chan said as well as the others agreed including me. "Oh I mean it was fun.." he said again. I was laughing and Chan grabbed my hand holding it to make sure I was doing ok.

After a few hours at the cafe

"We should have another day like this I enjoyed it but I have to go back to study now." Changbin said while leaving the four of us at the cafe. One by one they left but I chose to stay to relieve some stress. "He-" I heard and turned around very scared. I saw yen walking towards my table. "Oh my ." I put the money by the cashier and ran out of the store into a alley. "Felix! I'm just here to help you and apologize for being a jerk." Yen yelled and I didn't think he was serious. "Just come on out please!" He yelled very loudly and I came out. He knew I was in an alley because the cafe is in a plain and empty area where there are only alleys and parks. "Fine what are you sorry for ...?" I said because I did feel bad for him just trying to apologize.

"Hah stupid ass fucking bitch." He punched me and I immediately fell to the ground. I thought to myself is this defeat? I mean who can save me now? Chan,seungmin,Han and changbin aren't no where even near me. I guess it's my turn right? "hey stay up you need to feel the pain I went through." He said and kicked my stomach. "Hey!" I heard someone yell but this time it wasn't anyone I can really recognize. "Who the fuck are you?" Yen yelled and went up to the boy. "My name is jeongin and i don't really like this." He said and just when yen was about to say something he punched him in his face to the point he fell to the ground with blood running down his nose again. "Hey hey are you ok?" I was sitting up but I can't really think on what I was thinking about just like that one night with hyunjin. "Yeah yeah I'm alright." "Let's get you to the hospital I'm worried and scared for you." He picked me up and walked me to the hospital.

At the hospital

"Woah what happened to you?" The doctor asked towards me. "I fel-" "He almost got beaten up-" "by a stranger." I was worried Yen was gonna get in trouble. "Why by a stranger? Did you do something to them?" "No they are just crazy...uhm obsession..?" I said trying to sound convincing and Jeongin was very surprised. "Oh I'm sorry you went through that,I'll be back." The docter left the room because all I need are bandaids anyway. "Woah that guy likes you? He is ugly and your so pretty and cute. I don't understand people these days you know?" I laughed at his reaction. "Yeah- he isn't really obsessed with me I just made an excuse." "Wait what?" He asked me. "Eh he just bullies me because I ain't straight and I'm too ugly for him." "WOAH." He yelled out probably scaring everyone near us. "Hey be more quiet!" I raised my voice a bit while laughing. "Your not ugly at all. Your some type of beautiful beauty. That ain't sh-am I allowed to curse around you?" "Yeah of course." I laughed and let him speak.
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