SUNOO POV
I fucking hate school.
Everyone hates me as well.
I don't do anything but simply walk to my classes and do my work. Yet, everyone seems to find an awesome way to make me the 'bad guy'.
I could just walk to my class and they would throw in a 'you're so fucking annoying oh my god'
like bitch what?
The only good thing about school is Jungwon.
yeah...
Jungwon.
I could talk about him for days. He's so gorgeous. I see why everyone loves him so much.
Does he know I exist? yes.
In a good way? no.
Jungwon is a really sweet guy. No matter what people say about me, he always just brushes it off and simply just smiles when he sees me.
I don't blame him for not wanting to be around me.
Everyone hates me, but everyone loves him. How would that even work?
I mean, opposites attract.
Never mind, I'm just being stupid.
Despite the aching nerve in my head, I got up and started my morning routine.
It was cold as fuck outside so when I stepped out my warm shower, I felt like I had just been hit by Antarctica wind.
It's way too early for this shit.
After putting on my clothes, which was a relief to my bare skin, I went downstairs to grab a snack.
My parents are never home unless it's breaks or holidays. They travel full time.
So, I live in a nice small apartment by myself.
They send me money for rent, food, and more.
I've grown use to them not being around,
that just adding onto more things people can make fun of me about.
My aunt and uncle always check up on me every week to make sure I'm okay.
They basically raised me.
I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't bothered at all by what people call me at school.
I also would be lying if I said I didn't want to start talking to Jungwon.
Getting to know him more.
I couldn't find it in me to even utter a word to him.
He's way too pretty, and I'd make a fool of myself. That would just add on to the list of things people can laugh at me for.
I knew Jungwon wouldn't judge me, but everyone else would.
They always have.
They've always said things along the lines of,
'you're useless'
'not even your parents wanted you, so what makes you think anyone else does.'
'you're a slut and whore. You probably only want to get into other men's pants you fucking gay loser'
I've heard it all at this point.
Tears began forming in my eyes. I don't know how much of this I can take.
The fact they aren't wrong about my parents not wanting me is what gets me the most.
