Demonic Lulladies

-icidals

-ICIDALS
Poetry
© Sitarra "LullaDIEs" Sefton

The sunlight doesn't shine,
The forecast forever gray,
Everything's is NOT fine,
I'm more depressed each day.

I'm angry with the world,
I hear voices in my head,
Into self-loathing I'm hurled,
Deep inside I feel dead.

Nothing ever goes as planned,
The world against Me, Myself and I.
This life I lead is boring and bland,
It would be more exciting to die.

Here, the emotions come again,
I'll cut deeper into flesh,
My soul God will condemn,
In blood I'll be demon blessed.

I'll scream along and cry,
And I'll slice even deeper still.
On the suffering I rely,
Pain mixes with crimson and spills.

Sorrow fills my last goodbye,
I'm weary of social rejection.
Do you see life when you look in my eyes?
No, just the reapers reflection.

I've sunk the blade to the bone,
The skin is starting to turn cold.
These blank, soulless eyes I own,
It's a murder I just told.

I'm Homicidal, not Suicidal,
Please, don't get the wrong ideals.
The difference is quite vital,
The pain of others just appeals.

I can never understand the why,
I don't get hurting yourself more.
It's them you should want to die.
It's the world who hurt you before!

If it's life you're willing to take,
Then have some self respect.
Don't make a stupid mistake,
Vengeance could be perfect.

I'm only happy when I'm killing,
Fuck all that self harm garbage.
It's the only thing truly fulfilling,
Don't feel sorry; create carnage.

But you're Suicidal, not Homicidal,
So you'll just throw a pity party.
The differences between are vital,
Unofficial is our hierarchy.

Both mentally fucked, both -icidals,
Two opposing ends of the specs.
But, homicidals kill suicidals,
Don't take that out of context.

-icidals found common ground,
And our friendship can begin.
But, to kill again I am bound,
And friendship will suddenly end.

It's the concept of natural selection,
The theory, only the strong survive.
Two opposite sides of the spectrum,
Suicidals weakness Homicidals despise.

In a land of Psychopathic thoughts,
In a world where crazy is the trend,
In a dimension with idiotic fucks,
In a reality who's truth is all spent,

Homicidals and Suicidals rule,
But one is more gratifying than the other.
When you choose sides, don't be a fool,
Don't become a stupid cutter.