Anna's Diary

25/01/2036

Author's Notes

I'm dumb, I was kind of writing the first chapter yesterday, but I forgot to continue, but then I had an idea about how to make up for that mistake in a more interesting way, but sorry anyway, also, I'm going to post one chapter a day, or I'm going to try to, if I feel good enough or have something to write that might be interesting

That's it, enjoy the chapter

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Dear Diary, i didnt managed to complete what i was explaining yesterday, something came up, and i needed to leave, but i think i can take it as a way to continue my writing

after my first love, Yuuki, died on that failed mission, i discovered something...... interesting

i somehow got pregnant

i thought it was impossible, but even if that was somehow possible for that type of thing to happen to me

how i would raise a child?

would the child survive?

would i......... manage to protect them?

even from myself?

so many questions, i got used to it, to question everything

i was scared, confused, and even panicking a little

i was raised by a human, but, it was for a short time, i never actually know what they were doing or how, or why, after that i was only raised by someone that till these days i still call mother

shes a mother for almost all of us

but could i be as good as her? if i even manage to bring this child to this world?

i didnt know

i still dont know how i managed that

Some things from my pregnancy I can remember, mood swings, weird desires

nesting

yes, some were confused by that, even me, i just started making a type of nest at some point

and then, my memories were a blur

Some explained to me that I became more aggressive than before, never left my room in my little house on the fields, and no one could get me out of there

i've hurt some of them, even some from my family, but it was not fatal, they said

i wish i could believe in such words

they said my pregnancy looked to be longer than normal, probably because i was not completly human

then, the day arrived, the delivery