Anna's Diary

14/02/2036

Dear Diary, is me again

today is valentines day, i was told is a time of the year when you can spend time with the ones you love dearly

i used to spend this time of the year with Yuuki, we would eat something called ice cream, walk in the park, sometimes he would even bring me to his country

he would always try to make this day more special than anything, not because is valentines day, but...

thats the same date when i came to this world

i dont remenber much of my days as a infant, just some details, some of them i wish i could forget already

easy to say

I never celebrated, I may have celebrated, with my father and others, but again, I don't remember

when I told Yuuki for the first time, he looked at me as if I just said the saddest thing on the planet

YOU DONT REMENBER HOW YOU'VE SPENT THE MOST SPECIAL DAY OF YOUR LIFE?!


Until recently I thought he was overreacting as usual, just like every time I talk about my past

i would always tell him it was not a big deal but he would get serious all of a sudden

he was such a idiot

my idiot

but, the last six years i've spent with my children, i noticied how imporant it actually was

i was not only celebrating the birth of something special to me, but......

i was also celebrating another year together with the ones i love

when i figured it out i wondered if Yuuki also felt, happy, knowing i was another year by his side

In fact, I don't think I need an answer to something I already know

the smile he would give me every year was enough to guess

even if hes only with me in spirit this time

i not celebrating only my birthday this time

is kinda funny

i wonder if thats normal

i sharing my birthday with my children

Kira and Raven are turning 6 today, while me is turning what i guess is 32

i didnt tell them, i dont need to

speaking of them, i noticied something

they are... different