#VentingTime

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by AClumsyKitten

by AClumsyKitten

People always say to love your mom! She gave birth to you be grateful! But no. I hate my mom. Just because she gave birth to me doesn't mean I have to love her I didn't ask for her to give birth to me!

My mom seems to always put other things before ME, she never asks how i'll feel about it she just goes along with whatever she has plans for me! I love art and I want to take art in middle school, nope. My mom forces me to be in Spanish for high school credit whatever that means! I dont give a fuck about my high school credit. If I have to take Spanish in high school then alright I did that to myself! But nope.

A single C on a test and I am threatened of her taking away my only escape from her and life my phone! Now a C on my report card, I'm GROUNDED for God knows how long. A D on a test? Even worse than a C! An F. Dont even get me started im too scared to even THINK of getting an F of what my mom would do. She already gets all up in my face yelling to me about my one C!

If you're wondering about my dad well I love him! Unlike my mom who tells me to "Suck it up" or "Get over it!" My dad actually takes the time to comfort me when I am crying!

Im still waiting for an apology from my mom; She gave away my 2 dogs for whatever reason without me KNOWING nor not even letting me say GOODBYE?! While I cried my eyes out on one of our couches my mom just sat there on another one saying, "They'll be happier there." They were happy here, maybe they would've been happier here if you actually let them be dogs and run around inside instead of just leaving them in a PEN all day because YOU dont want to deal with them. She got them for ME and has the audacity to GIVE THEM AWAY.

My childhood dog passed away a couple months ago in October. Since my parents are divorced my dad came over to my moms to tell me the news, while I sat there crying my eyes out my dad was the only one comforting me, my so called mom stood there watching me cry.

She still has the nerve to ask me why I always say I love you to my dad more than her, I dont know? Maybe because he loves me for who I am and lets me be myself, maybe because he actually comforts me when I cry? Maybe because he ACTUALLY cares about my feelings and doesnt like sitting there watching me cry? Maybe because you are the main cause of my fears and anxiety whenever I have a test? Maybe because you are an excuse of a mother.

I understand that other people have it way worse with abuse and such, which I am so sorry about if you do. But she doesnt hit me or anything, she doesnt ever hurt me physically but she definitely hurts me mentally. Physical abuse hurts the same way as mental abuse does, just on the outside. Maybe even the inside for some. Im done being the perfect daughter, I want to be like some of my friends at school free, having a loving mother who respects what they want to do in their life, lets them dress how they want, lets then have privacy, and just lets them enjoy their childhood free of fear!

Yes my mom gave birth to me. That does not mean I have to love her.