Old feelings

02

Kaminari

10 years have passed, and Jirou was more beautiful than before. I don't remember her being this... sexy: or my inner kid was just too blind and fucking dumb to see her beauty in all her shyness. Right now, we are sitting in front of each other in some restaurant and I can't look away from this woman who is wearing a fucking dress.. a tight dress. Seems like she knows or has no idea how to press my buttons but oh boy were they pressed: against my shorts. I hate to admit that a woman was able to put me like this but life has its own way to surprise you. I was a personal trainer: I've seen my fair share of gorgeous women wearing tight clothes and I did not feel a thing. But right now, it seems like I was paying my sins from a previous life where I fucked no one.

- Not happening Denki. I'm not going to the gym not even in your wildest dreams. - she said, looking me straight in my eyes. - And especially not with you.

- What is wrong with me? - I asked pretending to be shocked at the statement. - There is absolutely nothing wrong with me.

- Yeah, like I believe. - she rolled her eyes. - Not even if we were in high school would I go to the gym with you. No way Denki. You can always dream tho.

- If I dream with anything related to you, the gym would be the last thing Kyoka. - I laughed as I watched her get red in the cheeks. My hints were a bit obvious, but I always loved embarassing her.

- Kinda perverted no? In high school you were never like this. What happened? - she asked.

- Life happened and I matured. I'm 28 years old, not 17, Kyoka. And my first sexual experience was good, but I want more, and better. - I passed my eyes through her, examining everything.

- Yeah, don't even try, nop. - she said.

- What? You didn't even let me finish the sentence. - I laughed hard. She knew exactly what I was trying to say and cut me off.

- Like I don't know what you were about to say. I was dumb once, not anymore. - she relaxed in her chair and allowed me to examine her better.

- Tell me one thing: don't you like me now? I mean, I'm not the dumb kid anymore, I'm the hot personal trainer now. - I smiled.

- Sometimes I miss the dumb kid you were. - she paused. - The innocence and the dumb laughs when you tripped somewhere and fall in the ground. I used to love that, but, as you said, there is no more of that, I'm afraid. - she forced a laugh. She looked me in the eyes. What I saw was the young Kyoka who flirted with me all the time. Did she like me back then?

- Let me ask you something. Back then when we used to flirt all the time, did you really like me or it was just for the joke? - I asked, literally shaking in fear of the answer.

She smiled and started playing with her earlobes. She always does this when she's nervous.

- I did not like you. It was way more than that. - I stared at her with my eyes wide open.

- Did you... lo- she cut me off.

- Yes, but do not say it out loud. Keep it down Kaminari. - she said. - And yes.

- Yes what? - I was confused.

- Yes, I do think you're hot now. - she said. - But I don't feel nothing, don't worry. - I was speechless. This was way too much information for my brain. So she did like me when we were 17. I stayed serious.

- So, did you have boyfriends over the years? - I asked. She looked surprised by my question. Deep down, I was kinda pissed.

- To be honest, I didn't have any boyfriends, I had some fun, if you know what I mean. - she said. I did not know neither does she look like the type to "have fun". I relaxed a bit.