|Accidentally in love| Lucifer x Reader

I Still Feel Alone - Chapter 5

"Shit fuck shit. I am straight up in love with this woman and I just pushed her away, stop being a fucking idiot Lucifer." Lucifer smacked himself with his hand and took a deep breath realizing he fucked up any future chances he had with her. "FUCKKKK"  I never feel like this, not since Lilith. I don't like her I was just trying to flirt.

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Fuck this dick wad, I don't need him. I didn't even like him like that. I can't believe I thought I loved him. I was just caught in the moment, the song brought up a lot of emotions. Whatever.
"WHATEVER!" I yelled out in the middle of the street. I had ran out of Lucifer's building, why would I want to work with him after he broke my heart. he told me to get out, so that's what I'm doing, FUCK him.

"Erm, are you okay?"

"NO!" I screamed turning towards the dumbass man who asked me that, it was a TV man. "Oh sorry, I don't really yell at strangers."

"And I don't really ask people if they're okay, but you were just so eye catching I guess I had to." The guy smirked. I laughed to myself, I can't resist a bit of cringe. "The names Vox. And you? Mrs. Giggly."

"Mrs? I am a single woman, Vox. My name is
y/n." I giggled, Vox held one of my hands and kissed the top of it.

"Oh? Well then I'm sure you wouldn't be mad if I gave you my number."
This was a sort of butterfly effect question, I could say no. Or I could say yes...

"Yes, just dial it and I'll text you. Vox." I flirted handing the guy my hellphone, fuck. I know that I don't even like this guy like that, I don't like anyone like that, I'm just flirting because I think I can. Think? I can flirt if I wanna, I don't have a boyfriend, or a fiancé, or anything, you have got to let yourself have fun y/n.

"You wanna go out somewhere with me?" He asked, he's probably like a rapist or some shit.

"I haven't been here for long so I wouldn't know where." I cried out, this is a date. Alright I'm cool with that.

"I'll send you an adress."

"It's a date" I smirked. I began to walk away to the hotel I was staying at, fuck. Fuck. From a distance I heard the same man yell out "SCORE!" not gonna lie it made me giggle.

Fuck you lucifer, literally fuck you.
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"You can't force someone to love you y/n." Angel dust sighed, he was in my room trying to comfort me, after my interaction with Vox I didn't go to the hotel I had went to the same bar where I met Lucifer and drank my heart out.

"I know I know, we weren't even together like that so I don't know why I'm killing myself over this. He never loved me. He never even LIKED me." I laughed over my tears, I was drunk. "I'm such a fucking idiot."  Angel dust cupped my face.

"Don't be stupid y/n. You're talking stupid. You are a nice person, and Lucifer is literally seen as a bad guy everywhere, what did you expect." I cried into Angels chest, trying to take a deep breath. "I know how it feels to be in love, and them not to give a shit about you back. You should get with that guy you met, just fuck around till you feel better that's what I do." Angel dust was a really good friend, but I just can't listen to his advice, I had known Lucifer for a while. What am I gonna do without his shitty voice, without his shitty jokes. It hurts to breathe. Angels right I shouldn't be crying over someone who thinks he can just play me.

*knock knock*

"I'm coming in." Charlie walked in on me crying, "oh crap, what happened?" She questioned quite concerned over me.

"I- um I-" I had no response, how could I just tell her that I fucked her dad fell for him then got rejected and now I'm here.

"Erm, she got fired. And her crying is just sooo annoying so I'm tryna make her stop." Angel budded in, with a crooked smile on his face.