"Belongs to each other" -Taekook Short Series

Part 14 : Fear Of Realisation

With Tae and Kookie,

Taehyung and Jungkook both reached to jungkook's house after their classes. They stopped there and looked at each other with so much emotions inside their eyes.

"Here you go kookie" Tae said it while pointing towards his house. Kook looked at his house and then looked at tae then said with his innocent smile.

"Why aren't you going Tae Tae hyungie?" Calling taehyung like this always make him feel something weird in his stomach. Taehyung doesn't know what it is? He wanna figure it out but at the same time he is scared of doing it. He is scared to lose
HIS KOOKIE "why aren't you saying anything hyungie?" Taehyung come back to his sense when kook called for him again.

"Ahh, what did you say kookie?" Kook looked at him with worried expression and asked him while holding his arm "Hyung! Are you alright? Why are you behaving weirdly right now?" Taehyung can see how worried kook is for him right now. And he also knew it if he doesn't tell him that he is alright then he will be more worried for him.

"Kookie! Kookie! Relax, I am absolutely alright. It was just I am little bit tired I guess. Haha" He said it while laughing but kookie just punched his arm and said angrily "shut up hyung! I was so worried about you okay" "I know I know kookie but trust me I am absolutely alright. Anyway it's getting late. Go inside I am damn sure that Aunt Jeon and Uncle Jeon both of them are waiting for you"

Tae said to kook while giving him his beautiful boxy smile. Kook nodded his head and made his way towards his house but he stopped and then run towards taehyung. For a minute taehyung was confused by kook's action but he become surprised when kook just kissed his cheek and run back towards his house while saying.

"Good Night Tae Tae Hyungie" Taehyung wasn't able to respond to kook since he was surprised by kook's sudden action. He touched the place where he kissed him and said to himself "He have been kissing me on my cheeks alot but I still ain't used with his this action. I don't know why?"

Taehyung stayed there for a while and kept thinking about things but soon he found out that it's difficult for him to know the answers for his questions. He made his way towards his house since he know whom he should ask about it and who can answer his all questions.

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"MOM! MOM! MOM! Where are you? MOM! Are----" "What's wrong Tae? Why are shouting for me like this?" Mrs. Kim said while coming out from the kitchen.

Taehyung immediately pulled her with him to the living room "Mom come with me, I need to talk with you about something really important" Taehyung made her sit on the couch while he knelt down to his lap. He doesn't know how to say it. Mrs. Kim can see how stressed taehyung is. She caressed his cheek and said softly.

"What's wrong Tae? Don't be afraid, tell Mom what's wrong My son" Taehyung looked at Mrs. Kim aka his Mom with so much love. Even though this woman isn't his biological mother but she is more than just a biological mother for him. She is the one who saved him, who raised him and most important who give him a new life to live. How could taehyung be afraid to tell her anything related to his life.

"Mom, I never am afraid to tell anything to you. It's just I am confused. I don't get it what's this feeling is? I do-" "What feeling are you talking about Son?" Taehyung couldn't finish his sentence when Mrs. Kim asked him out of her curiosity. Taehyung looked at her who is looking at him with confusion filled in her eyes. He sighed and said.

"Actually Mom, you know it that kookie give me kisses on my cheeks but it give me a weird feeling in my stomach. I feel like blushing whenever he kiss me on my cheeks and sometimes I thought about how it would feel if he kiss me on lips instead of on my cheeks I just--"he stopped saying anything when he looked at his mother who is looking at him with wide eyes. Taehyung thought he said something wrong which made his mother look at him with that horrible expression. Now taehyung is scared, he is scared that he will loose his mother whom he love so much. He immediately hugged his mother and said.

"Mom please tell me I didn't said anything wrong. Mom please I am scared now" Mrs. Kim come back to her sense and pulled back her son then said " No you didn't said anything wrong. It's just I am surprised to see my son in love with our sweet innocent kookie" Once those words left from Mrs. Kim's mouth tae froze in his place. Mrs. Kim was happy for her son but TAEHYUNG.

For taehyung it was something which was making him remember that night when his biological parents left him dying just because of him being a GAY.
He starts to think that Mrs. Kim aka his mother, his only family will leave him too like his biological parents did. Taehyung starts to shake out of fear. Mrs. Kim was still didn't realised her son's situation since she was too busy into blabbering about how happy she is and how good they both will look together as a couple. But her attention landed to taehyung once she heard taehyung saying "No it can't happen"

Mrs. Kim looked at her son who is shaking badly. She doesn't know what taehyung meant when he said those words. She cupped taehyung's face with her hands and asked him with worry "what's wrong Tae? Tae why are you shaking?" "Mom please don't abandon me like them. Mom please I don't know what it is but I don't wanna be gay. Mom please"

Hearing those words from taehyung made Mrs. Kim understand everything. She understood what taehyung meant by those words before. Why he is so scared and why is shaking badly. She immediately made him look at her and said.

"Listen to me carefully! It's nothing wrong to be a gay okay. I won't abandon you just because you fall for a boy my son. I love you so much too even leave you alone. You are my only family left in this world. How could I loose you huh? Tell me how could I? Taehyung my son, love is a beautiful feeling which make you feel a different kind of emotion. It can lead you to have a happy life or can lead you to destroy your life as well. But what matters the most is, how much you learnt in this period, how much you enjoyed this moment, how much you want to grow my son. It's a very beautiful feeling my son don't be afraid just because you love a guy who is so cute, so innocent, so amazing and I am sure my son kook loves you too just he didn't realised it yet"

Mrs. Kim looked at her son with tears in her eyes. Taehyung is also crying right now. He was scared that his mother will leave him like those shitty people but NO! His mother is the most kindest person he ever know in this world. She always loved him no matter how messed up he is. Even though he didn't talked much with his mother when he was a kid but still his mother understand him the best.

"Thank you Mom. Thank you so much" He hugged his mother who hugged him back and said while rubbing his back "don't thank me, I am just doing what a mother should do for her son. Now tell me when are you going to confess to our little kookie"

Taehyung broke the hug and looked at his mother "Tomorrow, I am going to confess to him tomorrow Mom. Right now he must be sleeping and I wanna confess to him properly but I am scared, what if he didn't accept me? I don't even know if he is Gay Or not"
Mrs. Kim can feel the worry in his voice. She caressed her son's cheek and said.

"Kook will never judge you. As much as I know him he is the someone who can broke anyone's bone if they say anything bad about you. So relax my son and prepare for your proposal speech." "Ahh Mom you are making me blush"

"I see, my son can blush too because of a specific person or should I say Soon to be BOYFRIEND" Mrs. Kim keep teasing him while tae stood up from the floor and made his way towards his room while saying " I am going to my room now" " Come downstairs immediately! You still have to do your dinner" She looked at Taehyung's disappearing back and said to herself with a soft smile.

"My son has suffered alot in the past please God, let him have all those happiness which he deserves"