just dirty thoughts (wlw)

yk its about you :3

(I don't wanna pretend like I'm not just writing for her to read it, so I will be addressing her personally in this chapter. If you mind, just imagine I'm talking to you.
Hii btw)
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Something I've been thinking about a lot recently was how it would be if we were to meet. 

Because there are so many things I want you to do to me. There are so many little scenarios playing in my mind 24/7 and I'm sure you have even greater ideas and I wanna experience all of them.

I want you to tie me up on your bed and kiss me harshly and suck on my skin until I'm nothing but a whining mess for you and make me beg in desperation, so you would finally touch me and fuck me as hard as you wish to. 

But just as I would be about to cum, you would stop everything you were doing, leaving me frustrated. I would ask you what is happening but you would only just tell me to shut up and untie my hands so I could stand on all fours.

You would tell me to wait patiently and not do ANYTHING as you're going out of the room. 

But my desire would only grow, just as my frustration, and even though I knew I would be in big trouble if you were to see, I wouldn't care.

I would carefully slide my hand across my body. First, pinching my hard nipples with my two fingers and then slipping them into my mouth, wetting them a little for what's about to come, even though it wouldn't even be necessary because there would be a literal lake full of my wetness in my pussy because of how good you make me feel.

Your words: "Stay on your knees and dont move, darling, I'll be right back" would be playing in my head this whole time but I wouldn't care, I would be too far to stop now.

I would lie down on my back, dying from anticipation. Slowly taking a breath, calming myself down and saying to myself: "it'll be okay if I'll be quick". 

After that, I would start circling my clit, starting of very slow, exploring my pussy and closing my eyes to imagine that you're the one doing it. 

I would get needier and faster. Now, you catching me while I'm absolutely violating your instructions would be the furthest from my mind. The only thing I'd care about is my release.

I would already be violently shaking, trying my best to keep my voice down while vibrating my fingers on my clit, but still, just touching my clit wouldn't be enough for my release, I would still need more.

And just as i would be about to enter myself with my two fingers-

"Well well well, aren't you a naughty one, hm?"
You would enter the room with a low chuckle, eyeing me up and down, my legs spread wide open on your bed, one of my hands between my thighs, the other one, on my perky pink nipple.

"Didn't I tell you to wait for me, darling?" You would continue speaking.

I would quickly recover from my shock and get my hands away from my body and sit up straight, still not daring to look into your beautiful eyes, only looking down into my lap. 

The best part is, even though I would be scared as fuck, I would still trust you with my whole body and mind, because I know you wouldn't do anything to really harm me, so everything your gaze would do to me, is only arouse me even further and make me absolutely melt under it.

Hearing you come closer to the bed, my lips would subconsciously form into a sly smile, nervously shifting in my place.

Roughly, you would take my chin with your two fingers and pull it up, forcing me to look at you. 

"I expect you to look me into my eyes and answer me when I talk to you, baby." I swear, I could see the fire in your eyes.

"Yes, I'm sorry..." I would say, my voice just above a whisper.

You would chuckle in response, making me even more nervous. Then you would sit down on the bed and say: "Come here. Bend down in my lap, with your ass up in the air. Because it seems like you can't even follow simple instructions, so I will have to teach you a lesson or two."

"Mhm" would be the only thing that I could get out of me.

Quickly, I would get into the position you instructed me to and you would lowly hum in satisfaction, saying: "Just like that... Now count for me, baby. And if at some point it will be too much, you remember our safe word. We will go to ten."

Slap!-
"One..."

Slap!-
"Ahh, two!"

Slap!-
"Th- mngh..three"

God, would it hurt, but god would it feel good. 

After six spankings, you would slowly circle the places you've been hitting on my ass, letting me rest for a little while. Seeing how I was trembling, not being able hold my ass in the air for much longer anymore, you would tell me: "It's okay, babygirl. You can get your ass down now. But we still have four more to go"

With a quiet exhale, I would do exactly that. Already feeling tired from all the things that happened today-

Slap!-
Not expecting a slap again so soon I would loudly gasp, crying out in surprise.
"God!!"

"It's mommy for you darling and don't forget to count, before I will make you take even more."

"No no don't, I'm sorry mommy. It was seven."

"Atta girl" If these words could kill, I would happily die and thank you for it. Because that's just such music to my ears, hearing that my efforts have been seen by you.

Slap!-
"Eight! ahh" I wouldn't care about being quiet anymore, I would be screaming at the top of my lungs. Tears forming in my eyes because of how hard this slap was.

Letting me breathe for a second, you rub your hand on my ass.

Slap!-
"Nine, god damn it!!" 

"Yes, very good baby, only one more"

Slap!-
"Ten!" I would scream out, finally breaking down in your lap crying, relaxing to your soothing voice

Giving me a moment to calm down and slow down the panting. "Yes, just like that. I am so proud of you, darling. You did a great job counting for mommy and you were such a good girl." You would say, turning us in your bed, so you would be cuddling me, while my face would be buried into your chest.

"Thank you..." I would say, looking up to you, into your loving eyes.

I couldn't be able to help it but smile at you, small tears from the pleasureble pain still running down my face.

In response you would cuddle me even closer, while pulling up a blanket over our bodies and kissing my tears away from my face.

Slowly, I would feel myself drifting off to sleep, while listening to your soothing heartbeat and breathing.

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