Night | Minsung

7

"I'll have to go to my room to find a coin, I keep all of my coins in a sock, stay here" Jisung said before walking to his room.

I have to search up how many calories pizza and ramyeon has, I can't eat that much.

He opened the door before closing it and leaning against the door to take a quick deep breath.

I fucking hate this so much. Why can't I eat without worrying like this!

He picked his phone up from his nightstand, sitting on the bed while searching up how many calories are in the two food options and comparing them.

"How many calories are in Domino's pizza?"

190 calories in one slice of pizza?

Why the fuck is it so high? Ugh, maybe ramyeon will have less.

"How much calories are in ramyeon?"

450 to 600 in a bowl? Why so much?!

"Shit, I forgot the coin" he reached to his nightstand, pulling the first drawer open. He looked through his socks until he found his one sock filled with quarters.

He picked one out and stood up, walking out of the room and shutting the door before him.

"What took you so long?" Minho said with a chuckle.

"I forgot where I put the sock." The younger made the excuse right away.

"Anyways, Ramyeon is heads, pizza is tails"

Whatever it is, I'll just say it's pizza, because I can eat one pizza and just eat a little bit of the snacks he brought before I have to purge it.

Jisung placed the silver coin on his finger nail before flipping his thumb up. He caught it with his palm and then placed it on the back of his hand for inspection.

Heads

"Tails, I have to put this away before I lose it." He said, walking back to his room.

He opened the door and pulled open his first drawer on the night stand again, grabbing the sock and opening the opening of the sock and slipping the coin back inside the cloth (great word choice author) .

He closed the drawer before squatting to the one at the very bottom, slipping his fingers around the handle and pulling it open.

He reached in and he grabbed the bottle of laxatives, opening the cap of the bottle quietly so Minho wouldn't hear him.

He pulled out two pills, placed them on his palm, lifted them up to his mouth, and swallowed them dry. The pills scratched his throat, and he was definitely going to grab a glass of water when he went back outside of his room.

He finished 'putting the coin away' and he walked back out of the room.

"What kind of pizza would you like?" Minho asked, already on the phone with Dominoes.

"Uh... Cheese" He spattered, remembering that cheese had the least amount of calories.

"I'd like a cheese pizza. For delivery, yes. The address is 0325 Jinyoung Boulevard. In 30 minutes? Okay see you then"

"Let's watch a movie, okay Ji?" Minho spoke in a calm voice. A voice that made Jisung feel safe. A voice that made Jisung feel butterflies and a faint tint of red glow against his starting to hollow out cheeks.

"Okay." Jisung whispered.

Minho noticed Jisung's figure change. It was a very big change. His used to be strong muscular arms had disappeared, replaced with weak noodle like ones. His already small waist had gotten scarily smaller, his ribs showing if his shirt lifted up and his hip bones poking out when he looked at himself in the mirror, his loose pants holding on to whatever there is to stay up.

Minho was so worried.

He didn't know how to approach the topic to Jisung, but he wanted to do it in a few days or so.

"What movie?" He said as he was walking to the light switch and turned all the lights off, leaving the only source of light in the dark room the TV.

"Howl's Moving Castle"

"Okay" Minho said as he walked to the TV remote before shoving it into his pocket and lifting Jisung up and walked over to the couch, sitting on it and placing Jisung on his lap.

Jisung was a blushing mess, but he mentally thanked the lights that were turned off so Minho wasn't able to see his face too clearly.

"You've gotten so small" Minho said out loud but not loud enough for Jisung to hear as he raked his fingers through the youngers hair.

"Hm?" Jisung questioned.

"Ah nothing." Minho said.

They were 25 minutes into the movie when there was a knock on the door.

Minho sat up and walked to the lights, turning the ones outside by the door way on. He answered the door and took the pizza, and payed the pizza delivery driver.

"Thank you, have a good night!" Minho waved the driver off.

He took the pizza inside and set it on the coffee table.

"Dig in!"

Gulp..

Jisung hesitated as he was grabbing a slice of pizza, which didn't go unnoticed by Minho, but he was just glad the poor boy was finally eating.

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After 25 minutes he maybe had one piece to many.... or three.

He was reaching for his 5th one before he felt the food in his stomach.

He was filled after days and he hated the feeling.

After he processed everything fully he panicked a bit.

"I'm gonna g-go to the bathroom really quick" he said with a shaky voice.

"Are you okay?" Minho asked with a concerned voice.

"Yeah" Jisung said bathroom his walked to the bathroom.

He opened the door and closed it behind him, locking it in the process.

He took a deep breath before kneeling on the ground, leaving one of his hands gripped onto the toilet seat as he shoved his middle finger and ring finger in his mouth.

Here goes nothing.

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Not proof read, it's late and I'm tired