A Built Up Tension [RadioAppleStatic]

Chapter 5. A Confusing Feeling

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{Athours Note: All I wanted to say right here is Womp Womp :D.}
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{Lucifer’s Pov}

I am so confused with my feelings towards everyone lately. I love Litlith, but I also like Alastor, and I think I’m starting to have feelings over Vox, well I wish myself luck that this friendship lasts for a while. “Well well what are you two doing here alone? Not having any sexual tension here~” Vox’s face turned bright blue when Alastor said that, same went for me “OH WHAT THE FUCK ALASTOR!” Vox is at this point a glow stick for bugs; his whole screen went bright blue. “Oh I just wanted to poke fun, do not worry! I hope you aren’t having any sexual tension at all my friend.” friend? When was I his friend? I thought he disliked me? What is this bullshit?! “I see your confused Lucifer, yes you are my friend,” I think Alastor was trying to do a creepy grin, but his grin came out very sexual, like sexual tension type, and if this bitch did that on purpose then GOD DAMN THAT’S HOT. “I see someone’s flustered~ how cu- I mean how disgusted." Well it ain't my fault you are acting hot all of a sudden, "what is it with you? All of a sudden your calling me friend when you literally say you hate me and call me mean names like short, and etc. Like what are you on?" Shit I let my thoughts talk for me. Vox just looked at me with shock on their face I assume they didn't expect that out of me, neither did I. Alastor seemed shocked by what I said, his face seemed red, "I uh I'm gonna go," and then Alastor faded into the shadows. "HOLY SHIT! You scared him off or? Um shocked him to leave! I honestly thought he'd end you! That's a first in history!" I don't think I should have even done that...

{Alastor's Pov}
Shit, shit, what is going on with me? I am having these feelings over Vox and Lucifer, why is this happening to me? I don't like it, this is all new to me. How am I supposed to feel about this? Is this normal? Is it okay for me to feel this way? I started to feel tears run down my face. Am I crying? Why am I crying? I wrapped myself and huddled as I cried. Why do I feel this way towards them? This doesn't feel right at all...
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{Athours Note: Hope y'all liked it! Have a good day/night! Stay safe you all!}
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