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Chapter 7. A Explanation

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Athours Note: I posted this during school so ima update it when I get out of school. So I don't get caught with my phone.
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{Vox's Pov}
I don't really know what's going on. I have been sitting in this kitchen for about like hours on end and man I am bored as hell. Like what am I supposed to do in a place where there is absolutely nothing to do? All I can do is use my imagination to do something. I wonder what is taking Lucifer so long? Eh probably fucking Alastor at best HA! I am lonely as fuck... anyway I am hungry so Ima go grab a snack because I am starving it's been like hours I swear. When I walked in the kitchen the first thing I hear when I walk in is groaning and moaning. Knew it, that was fast I guess. I never expected them to actually fuck, lucky... But no Alastor only likes the damn King Of Hell instead of me this sucks. The noise finally stopped after I finished my food. Finally, I really didn't want to hear Lucifer's accomplishment of getting to sleep with Alastor... ugh I hate my fucking life. "Well well, looksies what we have here!" great Alastor's here... "I wanted to come here and speak with you Vo-"
"How about you go to your precious King you did dirty with..." I cut him off before he could even say anything. "Vox... look I wanted to tell you something I have been hiding for a while... I have been having these feelings towards you, and Lucifer, I didn't know how to feel about it and I just shoved it down trying to hide it away from myself. As you can probably hear and see, that didn't end up working... I wanted to say I was sorry..."

"Great and now what do you want from me," I took his explanation, it was a great one to be honest but I am still hurting for him leaving with no explanation. It doesn't change the fact he may have fucked The King Of Hell, not gonna lie congrats to him, The King is pretty cute and I would be very proud to have him under my sheets, okay I think that is the last time I am gonna let my thoughts run through like that... :')
"Look I appreciated the apology, for realz I do I just don't understand why you left for 7 years, I want to know why you would do that to me? I thought we were friends, and now look at us were the most famous of hell's rivalries." To be honest I burnt my eggs so I was already half upset of everything and hearing an apology and you know him and Lucifer getting down bad dirty in bed doesn't help with this situation. I already am hungry and I am very much still hungry. I also feel like I may or may not cry. I just want to get a break for most of these types of situations, I can't cook, I can only put seasonings, I can't have my own true feelings because one of them left for 7 years, and I can't trust any apology because most of the people who do it end up doing it again. "Look I understand that you may not trust me anymore and may be upset at me because well I left you for 7 years and I ended up you know doing The King Of Hell, but I told him I also like you and him... I just don't know if it's okay to even love. I have never had these feelings before... I just don't even know if it's okay to love two people at the same time,"

"That's called a poly,"

"A what now?"

"Do you not know what that means?"

"No dear, I don't, I have been called an Ace in the hole but never heard anything other than that. Am I still an Ace in the hole now?"

"Well not anymore, you kinda just proved you aren't by fucking The King Of Hell,"

"Well I have been called it because I explained that I don't really find the sexual interactions comforting but I will do what I please for someone I love!"

"Well technically, you are still an Ace but you dislike the interactions like that but you will only do it if you please just for someone you love so I guess you are still half an Ace in the hole!"

"Oh and what does this Poly thing mean?"

"So you are Asexual I guess but only do those interactions to either please your lover or yourself if needed to, A Poly is that you love two people at the same time."

"Oh well, I guess that makes sense." I just nodded and headed off. I left my burnt food in there, I would rather starve than be in that room. I walked into the main lobby and sat down on the couch I last slept on. "H-hmp hey Vox!" great the other one is here, well at least he knows I feel the same toward Alastor and I guess if he did it with Alastor at least he is happy, "You okay? Ass hurts?" Lucifer just laughed it off, "yes it does hurt, honestly wasn't expecting to be bottom I am usually always the top." I just laughed it off, I really did not wanna hear that but it doesn't seem that he got the joke. Whatever I don't care, "Hey are you okay? Are you mad at me, I know you like Alastor."

"It is fine, I'm okay, don't worry about it."

"Well I wanted to tell you something,"

"Shoot."

"Well I don't just like Alastor, and I wanted to tell you because I thought you should know."

"Tell me don't explain why you're gonna tell me. Just shoot the question."

"Well I like Alastor and you to Vox. I thought I should have told you because It felt wrong not to tell you."

"I understand. Well since you told me now I have a right to tell you that I feel the same about you and Alastor but I would like It If we get to know each other more."

"That is fine with me." I helped Lucifer off the couch because he literally was struggling to even try getting up from the couch. "Okay there you go now I'll be here okay? I will be here if you need me."

"Thanks Vox." I watched as Lucifer walked away to soon see Alastor to appear right next to him, he picked Lucifer up and placed him on the dinner table(on a seat ofc) giving them food. I was starving so I just looked away since I wasn't trying to get more hungry. I'm already hangry I don't wanna kill someone since I'm mad and hungry.

{Alastor's Pov}
I wonder how Vox is doing. Maybe they want space. But they haven't eaten in a while. "Hey Luci I am gonna go check on Vox okay?"
"Alright Al tell him I say hi!"

"Will do Luci." I started to walking over to Vox

{Vox's Pov}
"Hey Vox!" shit... Alastor is here great. I wonder what he wants. What is he gonna take back his apology? I wonder... "Hey Al... What do you need? Or what do you want?"

"Oh how silly I don't need or want anything from you. I just wanted to make sure you are doing well. Also you haven't eaten in a bit."

"I uh just haven't felt hungry..."

"Don't lie to me. You were literally at the kitchen making food but burnt it per usual." shit forgot about that, dammit. "I just don't feel hungry anymore I'll be fine..."

"Vox please eat, I've made food so you can eat with Lucifer."
"I will be fine, I'm not hungry anymore anyway."

"You sure?"

"Yeah I'm pretty sure Al." Alastor looked at me with concern in their eyes, then sighed and turned around and walked back over to Lucifer. I don't know why I feel empty inside. I have fucking Valentino hell. We were supposed to get married in a few weeks since he proposed to me. I only said yes because I thought it would help me heal from me telling Alastor that I liked him but it hasn't worked. Yes we may have fucked many times but it seems that I can't heal from it. I still love him... why can't I move on from him? It is too hard for me to even try. I love him too much to even move on. Why... why can't I just move on...
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Athours Note: hoped you enjoyed this chapter I posted this during school so I hope you liked it!
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