I go upstairs and grab my suitcases from my closet.
Tears.
Tears are actually coming out of my eyes.
No this is not okay. I was just using him. But deep down I actually thought he liked me.
But I gave him a choice, and he choose. So I have to follow up on my side.
Once I finish packing I call Emily.
"Hello?"
"Hey Em, can you come pick me up?" I ask.
"Of course." She says and with that she hangs up.
I put on my jacket and shoes.
I grab my luggages and head for the door.
But I stop when I see Sin.
"What are you doing?" He asks.
I say nothing. I just attempt to go around him.
Key word attempt. He blocks me.
"Where are you going?" He asks. He grabs onto my waist.
I don't look up at him.
"Let go of me Sinclair" I say, loud enough for him to hear me.
"What? No. Baby don't call me that" He begs. He takes my suitcases and throws them to the side. He grabs me and picks me up.
He shuts my door and locks it.
"Sinclair stop" I whisper but I'm to broken to move.
"Stop please" He begs. He walks over to my bed. He pulls off his shirt. Then he lays me down and climbs on top of me.
"Don't leave" He whispers.
I'm starting to get mad.
"Get off of me Sincl-" I try to say but he cuts me off with his lips.
His soft lips moist against mine making my stomach turn and my body tingle. It's like this little force that wants me to kiss him back. But he chose HER.
He pulls away. "Kiss me back Kota."
"That's not my name" I say looking him dead in the eyes.
He gets this pained expression on his face.
He leans back down and starts kissing all over my neck. He starts to unzip my jacket. Trailing kisses down me and I try to keep my moans in.
My jacket soon comes off and he kisses my stomach.
He comes back up and looks at me.
He leans down and kisses me on my lips. I couldn't help it anymore.
I kiss him back.
Once he realises I'm kissing him back, he kisses harder. I feel my shorts come off followed by my underwear.
I feel his tongue. I open my mouth.
I hear the sound of plastic.
But I'm to busy focusing on his lips to realise it's a condom.
Without any warning he thrust into me.
"SIN!" I scream out.
"God yes" he groans in my neck.
He sits up a little and goes faster.
His thick member touching every inch of my walls.
"God damn" I scream. I never in my life thought it would be this good.
He leans back down and captures my lips in his.
"Come on baby girl. Cum for me" He whispers looking dead in my eyes.
He starts going faster and harder.
"So close" I whimper.
"On three?" He says. All I could do is nod.
"One" He says going a little faster.
He sits back up and goes deeper.
"Twwooo" I moan out.
"Threee" and I let loose. I scream out his name. I feel him fill the condom up inside me.
He groans out yelling out curse words.
He leans back down.
"You, baby girl, I love you"
