i don't know if this is the right time
after everything that had happened,
would this day be a wonderful day?
i wish i knew
i did never ask—not because i don't care
i do care
i never talk first—i'm afraid to bother you
i never approach first—thinking i'll disturb you
i guess, thinking too much about you made you think i don't
even though we looked up at the same sky,
even though we still live in the same world,
even though we admire the same moon,
reality is reality—we're still far away—so far far away that even a touch of a hand isn't possible,
even a glimpse of your eyes isn't possible,
even get a strand of your hair isn't possible,
even see your shadow isn't possible,
that's the reality we live in
this day should've been good
this day should've been perfect
if only i understood you
if only i did something that made you feel better
if only i was good enough to be with you
