he's so cute when he smiles
or when he's frustrated
he's so handsome when he laughs
or when he's annoyed
but what got me is his wits
and his intelligence
and how he carries himself
and how he cares for me
he's an angel
to help me realize
that i deserve better
that i don't need to settle for the bare minimum
that i'm much worthy of unconditional love
that i'm the only choice, not a second option
but yeah he did that
and i assumed
that maybe a part of him would think of me
that maybe i'm the one making him smile
that my jokes were making him laugh
though i am not
it was all a dream
it was all one-sided
yes, he cared for me
but not because he likes me
but because he's always like that
he's kind, caring, and thoughtful
so yes, he's an angel
but he's the angel that can never be mine
the angel that meant to care but not meant to love
