🔴Negative song🔴
I have searched again and again musics that were relatable
But I never found anything
Is there any way in this world we could be understood
I just want to live the way everyone lives
But my fear won't leave
And I'm scared that's what'll make my life leave
I am to ashamed to admit some of my fears
You are too toxic to admit that I fear
I just want you to admit that I'm not having a normal life. Just admit that I am valid please: you are hurting me.
What if I told you that I wish I never existed ? Would you still laugh at me?
What if I told you that what you think of me is scary? Would you still be angry at me?
What if I told you that I have thought about the worst would you still shit on me like that?
Because now I am angry
Now, I'm judging you
Now, I complain about you
Tell me how that makes you feel?
Does that makes you feel like you would think?:
"I just want to live the way everyone lives
But my fear won't leave
And I'm scared that's what'll make my life leave"
You say it's in my head
Say it's unthinkable
Say it's a problem
Say it's not to be feared
But won't admit I have an issue
They all tell me to make efforts !
They all tell me they went through it as well?
They all tell me I can't live like this!
That I will need to grow up like everyone.
But it's what I want:
I just want to live the way everyone lives
But my fear won't leave
And I'm scared that's what'll make my life leave
Listen again
I just want to live the way everyone lives
But my fear won't leave
And I'm scared that's what'll make my life leave
Hear us
I just want to live the way everyone lives
But my fear won't leave
And I'm scared that's what'll make my life leave
I want it to leave
I'm not choosing it, nor controlling it
I want it to leave.
Want it to leave
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HELLO THERE
Well this is quite depressing isn't it ?
Just know that as I have said it in my french poems book I AM WELL and everything is going okay and getting better
You might have understood that this is abt anxiety. I talk a lot about it. It has became my whole personality (just kidding (I hope))
I am a drama queen and as such I like to dramatize and romanticize my life and issues (don't do that).
Anyway. Got to go back to clean and tidy my room now .
😔
Bye!
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Songs of a lost french girls girl
PoetryHi girls girl and maybe BOYS 😱 That title and description are not quite aesthetic; at least not the aesthetic of the songs that are in the book. I know this is not really whattpad's type of readers but ikyk give it a shot and maybe you'll like it! ...
