skz~oneshots

💔~💕>> ChanLix ~ ANOTHER HOME

non requested

ship>> Chan x Felix
genre>> angst to fluff

Tw~~~> panic attack, homesickness, kinda bullying, pretty much just fluffy
(its pretty cringe tho im sorry 😭)

playlist to listen to while reading<3

~ anti-romantic by txt
~ voices by skz
~ lonely by rm
~ oleander by hannah bahng

NOTE: IF IT'S UNDERLINED THEN IT'S IN ENGLISH

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"hi I am Lee Felix YongBok, but you can call me Felix. I'm from Australia"

I introduce myself to the other trainees. They don't look too friendly i will say.

There is this one guy wearing all black that is staring at me from a corner of the dance room.
Maybe I should try to approach him?
He looks like the only person who payed some attention to me from the moment I joined 4 days ago.

I put together all of my courage even if I'm usually a very shy person: I will go to day hi to him when he comes in the training room today.

There he is

As usual wearing all black and dropping his bag in a corner with the others.
I ask myself why doesn't anyone talk to him?

Oh well

Now or never i guess

"Hi! You are BangChan right? I'm Felix the new trainee!"
I try not to stutter and wait for his reaction, hopefully a good one

"Hi"
He speaks
For an awkward moment we stare at each other in silence and I fear that he already doesn't like me

"You are from Australia, right?"
Oh my gosh I'm so grateful he found a way to continue the conversation in a not too awkward way

"I am! Have you ever been to Australia?"

"I'm actually Australian myself too"
He says with a slight, almost imperceptible smile

"Oh wow! Really?! It's so cool to have a fellow Australian trainee!"

He chuckles a bit to my excitement to discovering our common nationality.

Unfortunately we have no more time to chat because the dance lesson starts.

I notice the passion and experience that he has in his dancing.
It's amusing
It takes me a lot of concentration to not stare at him all the time

After practice he grab his belongings and rushes out of the room.
And I have no time to approach him again

But somebody else does

"You are the new Felix guy, right?"

I slowly nod to the older trainee not understanding if I did something wrong

"Who do you think to approach BangChan like that uh? Do you have no respect at all?"

I am so confused of why he is making such a big deal of this

"Why would you say something like that? Of course not, I didn't say anything bad to him!"
I defend myself

"Do you think you have any title to go talk to him like you are close friends or something uh?
Don't you know he has been a trainee for 7 years already and nobody dares to speak to him because he is such a respected and feared personality!"

With that said, he pushed me to the wall of the alleyway and scoffed leaving me there full of questions

I rush to the toilets locking myself in a random bathroom stall

God Felix you managed to fuck it all up

AGAIN

you really can't do anything right can you?

every time you open that disgusting mouth you fuck everything up don't you?

My breath speeds up and I go in a full anxiety attack
I start hyperventilating and shaking trying to calm myself down
And failing

I came to Korea hoping I could restart from zero but I was probably wrong
My anxiety follows me even here and every sigle fucking time I mess up some social interaction my brain completely drowns in the voices

Well if I thought that BangChan could ever be my friend I was very wrong

"Everything okay in there?"
A familiar voice asks probably because they heard my quiet sniffles

"Uhm yeah I'm fine"
I shout back trying to keep my voice as steady as possible while saying it

"Are you sure Felix?"
I hear in English, now I recognize the voice...
It's Chan!

"C-chan hyung..?"

"Hey I'm here Lix, are you okay? Please open the door"
He knocks at the bathroom door

I shakely get up on my feet and unlock the door

"Felix! Oh my, what happened?"
He pulls me into a tight hug
I sob in the crook of his neck and he pulls me closer

"Its all okay, I'm here"

"I am so sorry BangChan hyung... I-I didn't know and I was so disrespectful I'm sorry-"

I got suddenly cut off by a pair of soft lips crashing into mine

"I don't care what they think, I don't want your respect, I want your love"

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Omg peoples
This is my first oneshot ever and it's kinda short and rushed but it has potential so... why not?