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Someone once said that my drawings remind them of Alex G and I took it personally, I think it changed the way I looked at life

Life is really strange, get it? Life is Strange?

I don't remember if I already wrote the things I want to experience as a teenager who's about to turn 18, so I'll be just putting it here

I would love to meet someone who's adventurous or rebellious, the type of teenager that you see in movies or something. They would do crazy shit like sneaking in, shoplifting (not that crazy because I do this), and anything to be honest.

One of the things I want to experience as a teenager, it's kind of weird but I want to experience skinny dipping. I don't have that "perfect", "hourglass", "anime" fucking body and yet I want to experience it. I watched movies, series, shows, and even in books, they look so nostalgic to look at.

But obviously, those won't happen in my country. If somebody tried those things, ge lang haha

maybe it's jealousy, envy or what blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

One of my biggest plans are losing my virginity before 18 but shit got real and now, I'm going to met some rich teens in a few months.

I don't like them, I haven't even meet them

because, what? you're 18 and you already have a car? which part of the country are you from? I view it like a parent giving a phone to a baby, turning them into an iPad kid

or I'm just so poor

I want to be back at a public school but being in a public school is shit too, being in private is more like a quieter version of it because most of the students do their business in the internet while students in public do it in public

I don't know what I'm saying anymore

also, I went to my first prom with no one and I was really expecting some really good food there but no, it was full of veggies. I mean it has desserts and fruits too but it was ass.

I felt ugly the whole time too even with the dress and everything