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I run to my room and sob. What am I doing here. In a country where I don't belong. Fallen for a dude in a band that's fucking crazy. Have a fucked up life. Abuse. Hospitals. Bullshit. I'm so tired of this constant bullshit.

I started packing my bags. To go back to Detroit. I don't have a home so I'll just be homeless which is fine I've done it before.

I went to my computer to book a ticket when I heard my door open.

"Bitch what do you think you are doing" Cass yelled coming up to me.

"Not that is any of your business but I'm going home. " I don't have a home.

"Girl no. Don't let no bully bitch have you start packing. You got accepted here. Your work is beautiful from what I've seen and you are gorgeous. And you have a man from BTS fancy you. The teachers want you here. You are a legend!" She said squealing and screaming. I wonder how did she know half of what she said.

"How do you know that "

" I observe. And you follow me back on insta so I see your work. " She proudly said giggling.

"Please don't leave or throw your life away or dream away because of doubt and drama. You're more than that" she said. I took a breath in and out and calmed down. She's right. I've come to far to throw it away now. I've left my abuse back home to be here. I DESERVE this.

I looked at her and gave a small smile.

"Thank you "

"You're welcome. Omg your smile is so cute. Im straight but id def fall for you " she said hype. I giggled.

"Well I am bisexual "

"Oh shit you like women too!? Cool" she said with her big brown eyes. I shook my head giggling.

"Im going to skip classes for today and explore the city. If you have any notes can I please borrow some"

"Of course bestie. I gotta go tho bye " she gave me a quick hug and ran out of my room. I chuckled. Maybe it's not so bad here.

* Ding* I pulled out my phone

Dad: "Your not going to be happy for fucking long mut"

I sighed. Just when I was about to be happy.

I grabbed my skateboard and left my room and to the halls . I kept walking and everyone is staring. Whispering.

"Mut"
"Bitch "
"Wannabe"
"Why jungkook fancy her"
"Because she's so called exotic"

I started to panic and ran out the dorms. I felt the air and calmed down.
I put my skateboard on the ground put my foot on it and started skating.


I took some pictures and skate around the city. It was truly beautiful.

I kept admiring when I noticed a van following me. What the fuck.

-

''namjoon I'm hungry. " I whine.
Joon just rolled his eyes.

"We'll stop at McDonald's or something. Hey isn't that Shelly " namjoon said. We all looked.

"Yes it's her!" I was happy to see her.

"Driver. Slow it down. Follow the beauty curly hair head " yoongi said. I rolled my eyes.

We started following her trying to single her to get in the van. But we must of looked like creepers because she looked terrified.

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