Hannah's POV
I was just introduced to the BVB army by Andy on twitter and there are so many nice replies. Andy read some of them out:
"Oh my god she is so lucky"
"I love her hair"
"She is beautiful"
"WELCOME HANNAH AMELIA PURDY"
but then Andy got to the bad comments :
"She is disgusting"
"Ewww why are they adopting that emo cutter"
"Are they blind she is horrible"
"Bitch"
"Fat emo cow"
"GO AND CUT YOURSELF"
I grabbed Andy's phone at that and looked at the last comment, as I thought it was from Ellie in the orphanage.
I stood up with tears pouring down my face I grabbed my makeup bag and ran out of the room upset. I heard Ashley and Jinxx gasp when I picked the make up bag.
I ran into the bathroom and pulled one on blades out of the makeup bag.
"I can't not do it i need it" I heard my voice say aloud.
I locked the bathroom door as I heard footsteps running up the stairs.
Then I cut my skin.
ASHLEY'S POV
me and Jinxx gasp as we see Hannah grab her makeup bag that we saw her put her blades into.
"Andy jake CC we have to stop her, there are blades in that makeup bag."I say with Jinxx nodding in agreement.
"What?!?!"Andy says with panic in his eyes.
"Me and Ashley saw her quickly shove them in her bag thinking we were not looking but we were, then she mimed 'dont tell' so we said we wouldn't" Jinxx said.
Now Andy had tears in his eyes and he ran off up the stairs so the other guys and me followed.
Andy'sPOV
I ran up the stairs trying to find Hannah, then I heard crying in the bathroom. The door was locked and wouldn't open. "Hannah open this door right now...."
"Hannah please open it i don't want you to hurt yourself"
At that I heard a bang. My eyes opened wide and the other guys must have heard it too as they looked the same as me.
Me and Ashley and Jinxx were trying to push the door down. When it did I saw what I never would have wanted to see.
Hannah on the floor with cuts covering her arms, and freshly opened scars.
I ran over to her and saw she wasn't dead. Thank fucking god but she was unconscious.
"We need to get her to hospital" I shout to Ashley so I pick Hannah up bridal style and we get into Ashley's car while CC and Jake stayed here.
It took us five minutes to get to hospital and Hannah was nearly white. I ran in and saw the lady at the desk look at Hannah then into my eyes and she ran off to get a doctor.
The doctor came and saw Hannah in my arms and he looked shocked. "we havnnt had a patient this bad since ...... years ago. It looks like the same girl nurse."
What? Hannah's been like this before.
The doctor took her off me and said we had to wait to see her so I slumped down into a hospital chair with tears spilling out of my eyes.
I looked down at my batman shirt covered in blotches from Hannah's arms.
What can we do.
HANNAH'S POV
I blacked out after I heard Andy shout to not hurt myself.
Hannah's dream in unconscious
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What's that song?
I....... I recognise it
If you were dead or still alive I don't care I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Because I swear I don't care.
I look to we're the music is coming is from, my mother, father and brother.
No one cares about me.
No one will.
No one has.
I'm all alone.
Everything goes black again but that part of the song is repeatedly playing, the voice changing from my mums, to my dads, to my brother, then too......... Andy?
I hear Andy's voice but he is not singing those lyrics properly, he is singing
If you were dead and no longer still alive I would care i would care
Why did you go and leave this all behind
Because I swear I do care
I love you Hannah.
Then I woke up and I saw Andy sitting there Ashley on the other side.
"Hannah!!!!!!!" Andy shouted with years streaming from his face.
"Hey Andy your singing woke her up"
Ashley said with a big grin on his face.
I tried to use my arms to sit up but as soon as I did pain shot up my arms and fell back.
"Please miss purdy your arms are still sore you only came in here 3 hours ago you can't use them properly just yet." a doctor said walking in.
"Andy boo what's the time" I quietly mutter. He pulled his phone out and it was 7:30 in the evening.
"I'm tired" I quietly say and Andy says I can go to sleep if I wanted. So i did.
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Adopted By Black Veil Brides
FanfictionHannah has been in care since she was 4 years old. Living hell at school being alone at the orphanage, will she ever get out and who will save her from her nightmares. What will happen when people turn up to adopt, will she be rejected again or will...
