comfort || hyunlix

its nice to have a friend

a friend. thats all i want in this life. someone to comfort me when I get sad. someone to make me laugh with jokes. someone to cuddle with when i get stressed. someone to open up when i can't take it.

oh my tears are falling. thats amazing...

what the fuck is wrong with me?

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04:30 h
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felixs' bathroom
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crying and sobs are all that can be heard from the bathroom. felix felt like shit. why was he born this way? to be a dumb introvert who cant do anything but get bullied. he never deserved this. he was a good kid.

is there a purpose for this?

his blade then slipped out of his hands. his arms were bleeding. he didn't fucking care anymore. he just wanted to end his life. fucking falling of a rooftop and fracture his skull and bleed to death. but he knew, he had to try to be strong even if he wasn't.

he got up and took some bandages. he wrapped it around his arms but then once it immediately became almost red from blood, he sighed and removed it and threw it in the trash. he put it on again and composed himself

you'll be fine felix, you'll be fine...

he then put on his over sized hoodie and put on his fake smile. his smile was so bright, his happiness looked so contagious. But you already know whats behind it.

the bathroom was bloody cause he cut himself. but he's grateful he lives alone. If someone lived with him and saw the bathroom in this state. they would think a murder happened. he doesn't have time to clean at the moment.

felix was now getting ready for school. he is just preparing his bag. he wore an oversized black hoodie with a star in the middle, baggy ripped cargo pants, and his black converse.

the blonde then grabbed his backpack and put it on. he then walked out of the door of his apartment to the lobby not caring about breakfast. He got outside and started to walk from his apartment to school.

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5:00 AM
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school
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he normally comes very early so that he wouldn't see his own bullies. he walked through the halls until someone pulled his hood. he got slammed into the lockers and pinned from them.

"looks like we finally outsmarted this dude. did you think we wouldn't find out your little plan to escape?" the leader said. "i-i just don't w-wanna get into a-any trouble p-please" felix said scared.

"whats that y/n? your stuttering" they laughed. "he really is y/n for s-s-stuttering" they mocked. "Hey! leave him alone!" A guy said coming up to them "why would we?" a member said. "leave him the fuck alone" he grabbed felix and left with him, the group shouting but soon leaving them alone.

they ended up going to an empty classroom. seemed like the arts classroom. "t-thank you for saving me" felix said. "its no problem. im hyunjin, wanna be friends?" hyunjin asked. felix felt like he was lighting up from happiness.

"sure...im felix. are you new here?" "yeah, its nice to already have a friend!" hyunjin said happily. his smile made felix smile, genuinely. for the first time. "you're so cute when you smile!" hyunjin pinch his cheeks.

the tip of felixs' ear turned red from the compliment and gesture. "thank you" he said in a genuine happy tone. no one has ever made him happy, but hyunjins different.

the bell ring as the two bid there goodbyes and left to go to their respective classrooms. Felix had social studies and hyunjin had biology.

he came inside the classroom and sat down in his usual seat. he decided to just doodle. normally it was something dark that he experienced. but today, he was drawing something just a bit happier.

soon all his classes came by and now it was lunch. he didn't really have money or a packed lunch so he just decided to relax in the garden. "felix," hyunjin came. "why are you here don't you have food?"

"I don't really have money today." felix said as he slouched on the bench he is sitting at. "Oh, I'll pay then!" hyunjin requested. "no, no, I can't let you" he said waving his hands.

"i insist. i can't let you starve. you don't even have to pay me back" "i—okay fine..." hyunjin held his hand out as the shorter grabbed it as the walked to the canteen. felix got his food and they both sat down and started eating.
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hello everyone! this is a project I'll probably be working on a lot. this book kinda has some topics that i experienced. like me wanting to fall of a roof, not eating, (wanting to) cutting myself, etc. this book is so i can pour some emotions and let it out. please consider voting and commenting. thanks for reading ch. 1! love you so much!
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