Fame Or Love

Chapter 13.

Indias POV

I woke up and heard the hospital sound of a beeping machine. I figured it was my heart rhythm. When I opened my eyes I saw a broad shouldered muscular light skinned man looking down at me. It startled me honestly but he assured me it was ok and that I was ok. He asked me if I knew who I was and what day of the week it is. I answered him correctly and he seemed pleased. He also asked me if I knew where I was 'the hospital' and if I remembered what happened. I shut my eyes which only made things worse as the memories suffocated my brain in speed. I wanted to cry but I think my tear ducts were all dried out from all the previous tears. I shook my head in a no motion to erase the thoughts which semi worked. Morgan walked away with his other agent to speak with the nurse. The looks on their face worried me. "Was something wrong? Where is everybody?" I asked myself in my head. Soon Derek came back. He pulled up a chair this time and sat beside me. He wanted to know more information but all I wanted to know is where my sisters were. He told me they were with another FBI agent answering questions. He was a sweet man. Very handsome too. I felt comfortable so I put my hand on top of his. He looked me in my eyes and smiled so softly it made my heart melt. "Oh god, was I crushing on him?" I asked myself as I smiled back.

"Ok I'm ready" I said after I took a deep breath.

He questioned me and I told him all of what happened from start to finish.

"Thank you" he said kindly

I pushed a smile and he got up to go back tell Hotch all that I told him. They had a hit now. I revealed to them their unsub. Tiffney, Jayceons baby mama. All this time they thought Game was their unsub when he's not. Well, so I thought.

Derek came back into my room and closed the door this time. I looked behind him then back at him. His mood had changed. He took my hands into his and looked me in my eyes.

"India I have bad news to tell you." he said with sadness in his voice

Oh no, I knew this was coming. I nodded and held my breath.

"You were shot in the stomach. It punctured a sac which caused heavy bleeding from your fetus. I'm very sorry baby girl, but your baby didn't make it" he said with sympathy in his voice

I closed my eyes and tears still fell to my cheeks. I let go of his hands and rested them beside me in the bed. I didn't even know what I was having. And just like that it was gone.

He wiped my cheeks then gave me some tissues.

I dabbed my face then looked up at him. I don't know what came over me to say what I said next but I said it

"I didn't know... I didn't even know I was pregnant"

I pushed out through some more tears

Derek's face was stunned. He didn't expect that. He crouched back down towards me and gave me a hug. He smelled so good. Not too much cologne but a hint of it washed up my nose making me even more comfortable. He pulled out of the hug gently and stood back up.

"I'm gonna leave you alone for awhile ok, get you some rest. Call me if you need anything" he told me as he left his card right on my bed side table.

He left and walked past Hotch who followed him.

"You ok Derek?" Hotch asked him

"She didn't know.." he said and continued on getting on the elevator

Hotch wrinkled his nose because he knew that I did know but he let Derek leave to get some air which is what he needed.

Hotch answered his ringing phone to hear JJ's voice on the other end asking if the family could come see me. He told her yes.

I laid there staring out the window at the sunshine.

Hotch POV

I checked my phone, I had a text message from Derek asking me I could tell her about her sister Morgan being dead. I replied to him that her family was on there way and he was just gonna let them tell her. Derek replied with an Ok.