2 weeks later 5:00 pm
Oh shit ( don't mind my language) I actually like him!
Lord save me. Whyyy? Did this have to happen was it bound to happen? Cuz if it was i don't know what kind of game the universe thinks I'm playing.
I can't like Colton he's way way way too out of me league he's so perfect I mean athletic popular and beautiful, what chance do I have with him?
I'm just a dorky girl trying to get through life without looking stupid like it has to be a crazy world for him to fall for me.
Well it's Friday and I might as well go to a party and get my Mind off of things like why not? I've been a good child lately I mean other than this whole Colton situation.
But I mean where's the harm?
8:30 PM
So I'm on my way to marks house cuz he's throwing the party to be completely honest I don't know Why he's throwing a party but still I'm in. Plus I heard my friend jade is going so it will hopefully be fun.
So I just arrived and it seems like fun the music is so cool but there's people high and such and that's really not my crowd so I'll stick to playing truth or dare with jade and friends.
9:25PM
So we are all playing and Colton arrived I mean this kid is always where I am why? I'm worried now cuz he joined our truth and dare circle. I don't mind it tho it's not like we're playing spin the bottle.
PRAISE THE LORD
but anyways Joseph went first and asked of course Colton
"Truth or dare" he asked
And like the man he is he answered "dare"
This couldn't end well I mean guys are savages when they make up dares.
"Colton I dare u to um.... " then smirked and told Colton to get closer because no one could hear. Colton looked pissed at Joseph, I don't know what just happened but Colton doesn't look happy.
Colton walked up to me and whispered in my ear.
"I have to kiss u." He sighed and gave me a very sorry look.
He then leaned in and did it. But it didn't mean anything it was dare so I went on like nothing happened.
10:45 PM
It's getting late and I decided
I should head home. I said goodbye to jade and Joseph even though they were busy making out with each other.
" well it's the thought that's counts." I said my self as I realized they were too busy with each other.
I left the party not even looking back.
I mean I didn't evening leaving it really wasn't my crowd it smelled like smoke and I'm really not about that life. So I went home. I was listing to music as I walked a couple blocks toward my house. When Arian grade came on.
It kinda just giggled as I remembered his words.
He's been on my mind a lot lately. It really hasn't been easy especially now that I feel the way I feel. Plus I know he won't even like me or want to be with me.
Why should I even try?
I was very deep into my thoughts as usual when I got a message from him
11:00
C:hey
R:hi
C: I need ur help
R: Kay wat do u need?
C: idk if I should ask out dawn
This is hard for me I mean i like him and all but I have to be a good friend. I shouldn't get between two of my friends. Plus there happiness is my happiness is it not?
I guess I'll just have to be the good friend here
11:52
R: well I think u should
C: why? I mean like is she even right for?
To me the clear answer was no. But to him it seemed like he needed support so I'm going to support him.
R:idk if she's right for u but I do know u like her vv much and that means I should want to be with her all the time and u have the chance to do u that so why not? Tbh at the end of the day it's ur choice right?
C: well ya I guess but I feel like there something missing.
Well to be honest there isn't much of a friendship between them so I don't know how he expects them to work as a couple.
R: idk I can't really help u. Ask her what she thinks I mean she plays a part in this too
C: yeah I guess ur right, I guess I'll go talk 2 her now.
R:Kay well I hope it goes well.
C:Kay goodnight 👽
R: byeeee
Why is he so confused all of the sudden I mean a couple days a go he was so sure. Now he's worried?
I wish i understood things like did.
He has sigh a beautiful mindset.
He sees things so differently
I love it!
This's not gonna end well.....
