1:45
I know i sound weird because I keep saying I can't catch feelings but I mean he just told me he somewhat likes dawn. If I start liking him that would make me a bad person. Wouldn't it?
So I'm walking home listening to music when I feel something come up behind me. It was Colton he kinda scared the crap out of me. It was cute tho. Wait did I just think that? NO that's not good for u raign don't fall for him. He won't ever like u, Plus he is a very very bad distraction and will cause u pain and drama in life just ignore him, I thought to my self
But it was hard to stick with that when he was right beside looking perfect and irresistible
I started up the conversation with music like always "so what are you listening to?" I asked with a hesitant voice
"Lol um Ariana grande" he answered I gave off a very shy look but only because he seems like such a boy I'd never think he'd listen to such a bad girly singer.
"Lol why do u listen to her? she's so bad." I asked with a laughing voice "because when my life goes wrong I think, we'll it could be worse I could sound like her." He answered laughing
I kinda died when he said that then realized he just made me fall for him
2:30 pm
What are u going to do now raign? You just fell for him. You officially screwed everything up In your life. I mean of all people why him? Ugh how am I going to get out of this hole I just fell into? Well i don't care how I do it but I will!
"Um are u okay?" He asked arriving at my house I guess he noticed my change in attitude.
"Uh ya I'm fine well bye see you tomorrow." I said walking in and waving
I walked inside slammed my door and sat behind it. I was so confused. How could this have happened? I was so careful and kept telling myself not to. I searched everything that was wrong with him. Why couldn't I find something? Why does he seem so perfect in my eyes.
I mean every one does say he is good looking but I don't see him like that I see his inner beauty. I have to keep this to myself I mean I'm not even sure yet maybe I'm just going crazy.
3:47
So I was at my desk doing homework and yes I do homework I'm not crazy. Well I might be because I fell for Colton but still. When I got a message from the one and only the pretty boy Colton.
C: "Hey"
R:"Hi"
C: so dawn
R: uh ya
C: I kinda like her
R: cool well does she like u
C: yeah but idk wat to do
R: well ask her out don't be dumb about it I mean it's your chance
C: I guess it is but what if I'm making a mistake
Well I don't know if he's making a mistake or not but I do know he likes her so I mean why shouldn't he ask her out. I mean if I were her I would want her to tell him to ask me out too. So Ima do that
R:well if I were you I'd ask her out
C: hmm well I guess I do have a chance I should take it but I'm not sure yet I'll have to think bout it
R: alright while you do that Ima do homework bye
C: thanks for helping 😊 bye
R: Your welcome
Wow that was the hardest thing I've ever done it felt like I was being stabbed
But why I mean he's nothing to me just a random friends I made out of nowhere and I have the slightest crush on him. There's nothing wrong with that I just think I like him cuz he's a close friend now. Right?
