Unspeakable Desire GL

Chapter 74

Chapter 74

"Yao, it's meaningless for you to continue to rely on drugs for treatment now. Only if you are willing to talk to me about your psychological condition can I help you." Zilin said to Yao Yuwen distressedly, and the latter sipped her lips after hearing her words. Pursing her lips, Yao Yuwen also knew that she couldn't continue like this. She wanted to untie the knot in her heart as soon as possible, but the more anxious she was, the more counterproductive it was. Thinking that she had been suffering from insomnia recently, Yao Yuwen looked up at Zi Lin and nodded.

From a long time ago, Yao Yuwen felt that there seemed to be a demon hidden in her heart. It took root when I was young and has been hiding in it, gradually growing into the huge demonic barrier it is today. Yao Yuwen is afraid of the dark, not just because of night blindness, but because of the unexplored unknown that makes her uneasy. People with night blindness actually only cannot see things but are not afraid of the dark. But Yao Yuwen knew that her fear of the dark was too serious.

If it was just fear of darkness, it was not the reason why she had difficulty speaking. The real reason was that Yao Yuwen was hiding the secret in her heart that she was least willing to talk about and least wanted to be known by Jian Xuantong. She has a special sexual fetish. When she is having sex, she will only enjoy the ultimate pleasure if she is hurt. Otherwise, it will be difficult for her to achieve orgasm.

Yao Yuwen didn't know where this habit came from. Perhaps she developed this habit while doing ridiculous things with Jian Xuannan, and it was also because of her extreme lack of security. Only severe pain could make her feel other people's feelings. exist. During this period, Yao Yuwen dreamed more than once of the scene where she and A Tong were entangled in her dreams. She dreamed that A Tong hurt herself, and she whipped herself and said insulting words to her, and in that situation, she was raped. Atong was made to feel both painful and comfortable, and was sent to the top countless times.

Wanting to be hurt by A Tong, and using that real pain to prove that A Tong is by her side, this is what Yao Yuwen wants. But, how should she speak in this case? How could Atong know about his weird preferences. Every time Yao Yuwen saw Jian Xuantong and thought of the imaginary scenes in her dreams, she felt like she couldn't face A Tong, especially when she imagined such a beautiful and gentle A Tong like that in her dreams, Yao Yuwen only had a strong feeling of sadness. Guilt.

Yao Yuwen lay tiredly on the bed Zilin had prepared for her, and spoke out bit by bit the things that were pressing in her heart. Zi Lin listened on the sidelines. Even when she heard Yao Yuwen's so-called sexual fetish, she had no special reaction. The whole process was very quiet, and Zilin was the best listener. After speaking out, Yao Yuwen did feel a lot more comfortable.

"Yao, thank you for being willing to tell me the truth. You are tired today. Go back and have a rest." Zi Lin looked at Yao Yuwen's haggard face covered in thin sweat and couldn't help but take out a tissue and wipe it for her. Seeing that the tissue was soaked immediately, Yao Yuwen smiled, took it and wiped it herself.

"Can you give me some more of the medicine before? I think I will feel much calmer after taking it." Yao Yuwen said softly, with a hint of discussion in her words. Zilin told her not to take medicine as much as possible, but... Yu Wen couldn't control her emotions. She was afraid that if she didn't take it, she would show fatigue in front of Atong.

"I will prescribe you some more, but you must remember not to eat more."

"I know." Yao Yuwen took the medicine and put it in her bag. As soon as she walked out of the consultation room, she noticed drizzle falling outside. She asked the driver to take her home. Thinking of seeing A Tong when she got home, a smile broke out on Yao Yuwen's tired face.