Unspeakable Desire GL

Chapter 85

Chapter 85

When Jian Xuantong woke up again, she was not as energetic as she had been after waking up. Instead, she felt that her whole body had become weak and her mind was dizzy. Knowing that her old problem of hypoglycemia had returned, she struggled down to the ground and planned to eat some of the candies Yao Yuwen put in the drawer.

As soon as she walked into the living room, Jian Xuantong felt like the world was spinning, and her eyes were pitch black. She staggered and fell to her knees suddenly. At this time, Jian Xuantong was extremely angry with her useless body. If... her body wasn't so bad, Yu Wen wouldn't have to be careful with her. Jian Xuantong thought so and insisted on getting up as if she was competing with herself. The aunt who came here regularly opened the door and saw Jian Xuantong forcing herself.

"Ms. Jian, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? I'll call a doctor for you." Auntie comes to clean regularly every week. She knows that Jian Xuantong has not been feeling well recently and has not gone to work. Unexpectedly, just today When I came, I saw someone lying on the ground. The aunt subconsciously wanted to call an ambulance. Jian Xuantong shook her head and told her that she was fine.

"Aunt Zhang, I'm fine, I'm just a little hypoglycemic. Please pour me a glass of sugar water." Jian Xuantong said softly, with a sickly haggard look on her fair cheeks. Aunt Zhang hurriedly poured sugar water for her. As the sugar level increased, After taking it in, Jian Xuantong finally felt that her heartbeat slowly calmed down and her vision gradually returned to clarity. Seeing Aunt Zhang looking at her worriedly, Jian Xuantong smiled at her and said she was fine.

"Aunt Zhang, it's okay with me, don't worry." Jian Xuantong's temperament has always been gentle and fragile. Now she was lying on the bed, and the shallow sunlight shone through, making her look like she was going to die soon. It turns into light and disappears. Aunt Zhang said yes, but she still didn't feel reassured. She would take a look from time to time in the middle of cleaning.

Jian Xuantong was lying on the bed with a high-sugar toffee in her mouth, which Yu Wen specially prepared for herself to prevent herself from fainting due to low blood sugar. Thinking of that person's thoughtfulness, Jian Xuantong felt sore in her heart. She knew that Yu Wen had always been very kind to her, but this kindness came from Yu Wen forcing her to change. Yu Wen was originally not like this.

Just when Jian Xuantong was thinking wildly, a call suddenly came in. The caller ID showed an unfamiliar number, but the calling area was France. Jian Xuantong could more or less guess who it was. When she answered the call, the other party couldn't wait to hear it. spoke.

"Xiaotong, it's me." Jian Xuannan's smiling voice came from over there. Her tone suggested that she had just drunk, and her tone was very relaxed. It seemed that she was doing well there. "Well, sister." Jian Xuantong whispered. She closed her eyes. She actually didn't want to talk to Jian Xuannan at this time, but this person was her sister after all.

"Xiaotong, why is your voice so weak? Are you still awake?" Jian Xuannan felt that Jian Xuantong's voice was not very interesting, but when she thought about her sister's calm appearance all year round, It became clear again.

"No, it's you. What happened?" Jian Xuantong didn't think that Jian Xuannan would call for no reason. She felt that the reason for this person's call was probably the same as last time.

"...In this way, I plan to go to other places to play recently, but as you know, my parents stopped my card. Every time I call, they just scold me, Xiaotong, please transfer some more money to my sister. , I will return it to you after my parents are no longer angry with me." Jian Xuannan said indifferently. After hearing her words, Jian Xuantong sighed helplessly in her heart. Over the years, she has not asked for any money from her parents. Her current money is all saved from her previous and current jobs. Jian Xuantong did not tell anyone about sending money to Jian Xuannan. Of course, she did not expect the other party. Will return it to her.

"Okay, I'll transfer the money to your card in a moment. It's still the same card as last time, right?"

"Well, it's the same as last time. Xiaotong, you are so kind. Unlike my parents, they stopped my card and scolded me even if they didn't tell me. How have you been recently? I heard that you and Yao are together?"

Jian Xuannan asked for money, but did not intend to hang up. When she heard her mention Yao Yuwen, Jian Xuantong felt inexplicably uncomfortable. This feeling could be attributed to discomfort, as if she was her own treasure. It was like being coveted by others, which made Jian Xuantong want to hang up the phone.

"Well, we have been married for a long time." Jian Xuantong replied softly.

"I know you are married, but to be honest, I still find it incredible. You two are not suitable at all. Yao loves to play so much and has a chaotic circle. You are so quiet. Being with her will definitely bore you out. "Okay. You don't have to worry about her. If she wants to play, just pretend that she doesn't exist. I have something to do here. Please hang up and say hello to Yao."

After Jian Xuannan finished speaking, someone asked her to go have a drink. The other party had already hung up the phone before Jian Xuantong responded. However, the call was interrupted, but the words Jian Xuannan said were like nails that pierced into Jian Xuantong's heart. Another person said that he and Yu Wen were not suitable. Jian Xuantong put down her phone and lay on the bed with her eyes closed.

She did not fall asleep, but seemed to have had a long and endless dream. In the picture in her mind, her and Yu Wen's life this year seemed to be a black and white memory movie, from the beginning of their marriage to their initial rejection of each other, and then she gradually fell in love with Yu Wen. The other person's avoidance made her sad, but later on, the feeling of regaining something and having her dreams come true made Jian Xuantong feel extremely good.

The entire playback was very quiet, there was obviously no sound, but Jian Xuantong remembered the conversation between her and Yu Wen in those scenes. Until now, the memories have ended and Jian Xuantong has returned to reality. She originally thought that she and Yu Wen would go on forever, but the increasingly cruel reality put an extremely real result before her eyes.

She and Yu Wen are not suitable.

Yu Wen likes smoking and drinking. After being with her, she had to quit these two things. Yu Wen is flamboyant and unbridled, but rarely shows that side in front of herself. She was too gentle and considerate to herself, as if her appearance had changed. Jian Xuantong likes Yu Wen like this, but... did Guo Yu Wen force herself to become like this? For Yao Yuwen, this is also a kind of depression, right? She is obviously not such a person, but she changes to suit her own preferences. How can Yu Wen be really happy?

Jian Xuantong admitted that she didn't know Yu Wen well enough, just like Yao Yuwen didn't know her true self. Jian Xuantong naively thought that time would make them better and better, but now it seems that in just one year, they are already exhausted physically and mentally.

Her parents never cared about her. After the last phone call, Jian's mother didn't call again, and Jian Xuantong didn't want to have any more contact with them. Despair is the accumulation of disappointment. The more disappointed you are, the colder your heart becomes. This is what Jian Xuantong fears most, not that she and Yu Wen are too inappropriate, but that she and Yu Wen will have more and more conflicts because of this incompatibility, and eventually reach the point of despair. .

In order to avoid such a sad thing from happening, it is better to let their relationship come to an end here. Jian Xuantong thought this, she opened her eyes and looked at the wedding photos of herself and Yu Wen on the wall. He had his usual fake smile inside, and Yu Wen's smile also looked indifferent. In their wedding photos taken together, the two seemingly incompatible people are on completely different parallel lines. It was obvious that she and Yu Wen were not suitable to be together just by looking at this wedding photo, but it took him a year to discover this fact.

Jian Xuantong stretched out her hand, touched the face belonging to Yao Yuwen, and smiled lightly. Tears blurred her vision, making her gradually unable to see Yao Yuwen's face in the photo.

Jian Xuantong, let go, give yourself a chance to breathe, and let Yu Wen find someone more suitable for her.

It's a pity that I like her so much, but it's not suitable for her.

Author B: There will be a big climax in the next chapter. I originally wanted to take a break, but I know everyone will feel uncomfortable being stuck here, so I will continue to update tomorrow. I went to the gym today and came back. I’m so tired now. My hands are shaking when I’m typing, so I won’t say more.