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11/28/17
FOUND THE NOTE

Isiah got back today! He wanted to beat up Bryce but I don't know if he did. I know they aren't friends anymore, thank god!!! The bad thing is that I'm on co-ed cause staff Dustin found the note I passed to Isiah. It was nothing bad, it was legit me telling him how I feel about being in a relationship. The staff was really proud of me tbh cause they would think that passing a note would have some inappropriate stuff or sus stuff but it didn't so I'm like super proud of myself. I also found out he's having a 3 week home visit for Christmas so kill me now please. Today in play Emma legit twerked on Gabe! It was so funny. We also did Sofias dance, which was hell funny! Me & Eva are both doing star tats on our ankles right now and hopefully this tiny tat doesn't affect me getting a job in the future. Also Roslyn is super happy for some reason but she will tell me tomorrow. Before play, Brittany and Marissa were playing Mario and freaking Brittany kept dying in the same damn spot.

11/29/17
SNACK SNACK
Still haven't gotten my honesty which pisses me the fuck off. I feel like I deserve it by now. Roslyn and Ellen made up I guess. She said she still isn't going to trust her and all but Ellen is coming back to the home tomorrow during group. Me & Roslyn were talking about what happened and she told me I was the most supportive one out of all the girls and it showed really how much I do care about her & her feelings. OMG also today at play Isiah told me I looked like a SNACK! Omlll I was instantly like (":. Gabe is discharging the 14th of December and Emma is super upset and pissed off cause apparently he's known for a while and didn't tell her. I feel like she should be happy though. Like he's freaking leaving this hell hole! Yes, obvi I would be sad if Issybooboo left but that's one of the reasons why we're not dating cause I don't want to get hurt. Overall that's it and Isiah told staff Brit that the only reason why he joined the play was to see me cause I make him happy!!! <3

11/30/17
DO I THOUGH?
Nothing really faboo today. At play Isiah told me he loved me and he's been wanting to tell me for a while but he always thought that I would never say it back but today I did and did I make the wrong choice? God I don't even know anymore. I went to the dentist today also w/ Carson and I never knew he had a twitch. I have one cavity! Not excited though. I don't want a fucking needle in my mouth. Oh. Hell. No! Emma also went to the dentist and she has 5 cavities lmao! Hopefully me and her get our cavities filled on the same day cause I'll need some moral support lol. Ellen is back on our home now. We had group about it but she didn't say shit. On February 8th they are changing the program and on the 5th of February we are having this Elevate thing. I feel bad for sweet baby Sofia! She threw up 4 times! She's in sick bed at nursing currently. Last thing is I did a cross stick n poke on my arm because honestly I want God w/me at all times.

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I would like to say, I know there are SO many grammatical errors and what not but I am literally writing what I wrote down when I was 13/14. Thank you!!! <3

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