The Sins Of Tomorrow

02

Inalis ko saglit ang glasses ko saka pinagkukusot ang mata ko. Pagod na pagod na ako sa ilang oras kong pag rereview pero hindi parin ako inaantok.

This is why I hate summer vacations or any form of vacations at all. Wala akong pagkakaabalahan.

I hate studying pero atleast I had something to distract me from my sleepless nights right? I mean its needed naman since new environment na naman sa college. So maybe im not being oa

Pinag-cocompile ko ang mga reviewers ko saka maayos iyong inilagay sa corner ng study table ko before changing the dim lights, my study light, to a normal white light.

Saka inayos ko rin ang angle ng upuan ko para mas fit sya tignan with my study table

I walked towards my bed where my phone was sitting quietly on 'do not disturb' mode.

4 am na pala

Umaga ko na namang tatapusin ang araw ko

A few days ago, I saw a notification on my phone, finollow back ako ni Jeremiah. I don't even know what kind of interaction we had the first time we met--first time after 4 years

Back when we were in grade 4, naging seatmates kami. I was always mad at him for being so good at those silly games pero so dumb at school works, and it wasn't helping given that some of the elementary activities are made with your seatmate as partners

But of coarse, we were young and dumb back then. By 5th grade, we begun to do everything together; Simula sa pag punta sa school, snacks, lunch, going home together.

Friends called us as couples of the class, we liked it that way

He was good with everything but class, but he always managed to make it to the honors lists.

He never tried to compete with me, I didn't feel threatened--neither did my mom, who'd hate every friend I had because she'd think of them as competitors

By the end of 6th grade, someone from my class became the class valedictorian.

But I didn't care, because I was accepted sa STE program sa school na inapply-an namin ni Jeremiah. He also got accepted sa SPA program--he loves dancing

We both got busy doing our own thing, we went from little to no messages at all.. We eventually drifted apart.

I often saw him on campus pero we both just ignored each other. Without a proper break up, or there was no need because it was just some childhood fun we had?

Hindi ko na namalayan na dalawang pilsen na pala ang naubos ko while reminiscing our past. Im drunk, pero not THAT drunk. Pero I just stared at the message I sent to him a few minutes ago

@Winnyyx: Birthday ko na the next day, sama ka:}

BUT IT WASNT EVEN MY BIRTHDAYYY!!!

my birthday is on june 28, july 26 na ngayonTT

Pinikit pikit ko ang mata ko because they were starting to get heavy, when a notification popped up on my Instagram account

@Jerykmiah28: Sure. See u

I kicked, tossed, and turned.

Ilang beses ko na kasi inattempt na mag first move pero ewan napanghihinaan ako ng loob. Maybe because us drifting apart was random, saka me coming back will be more random?

--but look! here I am, making lies just to see him again. I wonder if may jowa na sya?

If wala, baka pwede pa?