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🌩️You need to eat🌩️ shalnark x reader with an ed

Alright now looks like we're doing some angst today
I will be writing different scenarios for the different ones but that'll be later on in the book :P
If you have any trigger for Ana/mia or any other please do not continue

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Ansjsbnsjs alrighty!! Back onto the angst

Ana

You had dealt with this since you had been in your teen years, it had been a long time, you constantly found yourself obsessing over the numbers, whether it be calories or the weight on the scale, you found yourself obsessing over it

You could feel yourself slowly losing, and you knew it was to much, you knew it was getting bad again but you didn't want to bother your boyfriend with the issues you dealt with

You were going on a date today, it had been a year since you two had been together, and it had been wonderful, you felt the best you have in years

You smiled lovingly to your boyfriend, he was taking you to a botanical garden and then to downtown to see the lights near market square

"Hey shal?" You said as you walked with him "yes?" "Do you think we could skip dinner and right after the botanical garden go to market square?" He looked at you confused "but we always have dinner on our Anniversary" he said as he continued to walk with you

You nodded "I know but I ate a little earlier today and I'm not hungry" you said as you continued to walk, he knew you were lying, he hadn't seen you eat in a couple days only a few crackers and some cheese

"Y/n you know if anything ever happens or you need to talk about somthing you can always come to me" he said

You nodded and smiled "I know" he had noticed the signed early on, he wasn't dumb, he noticed how you constantly looked in the mirror at your body and how you would constantly look at the back of the food labels, he noticed everything, but he didn't say anything

"What if I make you a deal" he said as he walked "and what deal would that be?" You said curious as to what he might propose

He stopped and turned to you "since you want to skip the dinner we could have some food at a nearby food truck and then go to the market square, do that and we can even do somthing you want to do afterwards" he said

He had always planned out your dates on your anniversary so him letting you pick somthing was definitely a very enticing offer

You smiled and nodded "okay" as you two finally made it to the botanical garden you both walked in and got the tickets to enter

You looked around at the flowers and the plants, it was very nice to see all the flowers in full bloom

You walked around taking photos of the plants and holding Shalnark a hand as you walked

He looked around and made sure to watch you carefully, he was sure of it now, the way you had lost so much weight in so little time and the small appetite, the fact your skin had gone from a glow to a pale and tired face, he was sure

He let go of your hand and walked to a nearby stand to buy some snacks, he was going to make you have something even anything, so he got your favorite candy, and chips and even your favorite drink

You looked around reading the information on the different plants, and as you looked you felt a tap on your shoulder "y/n look I got us some snacks!" He said with his cheery tone, he had some of your favorite snacks

You took the small bag of chips he brought you and put the candy in your pocket "oh, thank you sharkie!" You smiled as you held onto the chips not opening them "well aren't you going to eat some?" He asked pointing to the bag "oh! Yea but later I don't want to make a mess on my outfit" you said as he gave a look "I have napkins and wipes so your okay, so have some"

You nodded and began to open the bag you knew he knew, and you knew he wasn't going to let it go until you had a bit

You opened the bag and grabbed a few and placed them in your mouth chewing slowly, you freaked out a bit the thought of you gaining was terrifying but you were determined for him to not notice or try to get you to eat more

After a bit of eating some of the chips you put the bag in your purse "can we go home?" You asked "I'm...I'm not feeling well" you said

He looked at you "y/n, come with me" he said as he walked to the outside of the garden, it was a reserved spot, a spot where he had reserved so that he could be alone with you, he of course didn't know about any of this at first but he was happy he had made the reservation because he would be able to talk to you about what was going on

"Y/n tell me, why haven't you eaten? You've been avoiding food like the plague and you've been trying to skip dinner and meals anytime I make somthing, so please, tell me, what's going on"

You felt your eyes begin to water

"Y/n I love you, and you know I care about you, your health and your well being are a priority to me, you don't think I noticed? The way you constantly body check, and the way you look at the labels of food, that way you try and avoid eating, the constant exercise, I've noticed, and I know your not okay"

You felt the tears begin to flow, you began to cry and felt yourself losing strength in your legs, you sat down on the ground and began to cry

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry I never told you...I've been having this issue since I was young, and now that I'm older and never got help, it's gotten worse, I was so worried and I was so scared that I would gain that I stopped eating"

He nodded and got down on the ground with you to hold you and pat your back "shh I'm here, it's okay" he said

"Look y/n if you don't eat your going to die, I know it's hard and I know your scared, but you have to take a risk and it's somthing we'll do together, we'll get through this together, I'm here, and it doesn't matter if I have to help you through every step of the way, I'll help you, and I'll be here as your biggest supporter"

He patted your back and held you close resting his chin on your head

He then put his hand on your shoulder "look at me" you wiped your tears and looked at him

"I love you, and that's not going to end, I'm going to be here and I'm going to help you, but I can't help you unless you want to get better, so please try and eat, even if it's a little, just build your way up, I'm going to be here every step of the way"

You nodded and hugged him one last time before you got up "I love you y/n" he said "now let's get back onto our date! We can't be late for the lights in market square" he smiled and held your hand walking with you outside the garden heading towards market square

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Wow I haven't written anything like that in awhile, isnskdbdjsb kinda depressing but yk what it's okay, anyways hope you guys liked if you have any requests be sure to let me know! <3