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ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʀʏ ☆ M.T

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𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇...
Y/n is scared to fall in love because of her past, but mason wants her to not give him up...

lowercase intended.

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Y/n and Mason completed each other. When they first met an invisible bright spark came that only the angels could see. Their connection was like no other.

Y/n always struggled to find the right person. All she wanted was to meet the one. She felt like it was impossible for her to find it and maybe she's just destined to be alone.

Until... Mason came along. He treated her how she's always wished to be treated. He gave her everything not item wise but love wise. Practically a princess treatment but more. Y/n no doubt fell for him. I mean who wouldn't?

They were just scared to ruin a beautiful friendship. He loved her just as much as she does.

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He found out. He found out. He knows.

I normally meet with mason at his locker after lunch, but i couldn't. Not after the fact he found out i like him. It's not even a like, i love him.

I quickly zoomed past the hallways before he could see me.

"y/n!"
i guess i wasn't that speedy...

it's okay.. ignore ignore ignore

"y/n, i know you hear me," i feel a hand on my shoulder, making me stop in my tracks.
I turn around to face him, silently.

"you know what i'm gonna say," he sighs. Before he can say anything else, i cut him off.
"don't. mason, don't," i shake my head, refusing to listen to his next words.

"please, y/n. what if we tried," he tried to persuade me. "if it doesn't work out we can go back to being friends," his voice was soft and filled with love.

"we can't go back to being friends... i can't do that," i tell him, sorrowfully, "how could we even be friends after it."
"we'll figure that out after! Please," his voice is more confident than before, "What if it does work out, i want that, i want to try and figure out if us will work, please?"

His voice is trying to sound confident, but you can hear the hint of begging.

"mason... i can't-"
"i know you can. you've done it before. you loved me as a friend," he says sharply.

"that's different... this is different," i tell him. "i'm scared, mase... you know that," i added, confessing to him.

"i know you are... but i don't want to go through life never finding out if we'll work," his voice now quiet, but filled with hope, "will you please try?"

"i don't want to ruin anything between us. I just feel like i won't be me," i say.

"we both don't want to look back and regret not trying.." he says, pushing his hair back behind his ears. "we'll never know and we'll always be wondering the 'what if' when we can just try it. I know it's not easy, but i've been here for you since day one and i don't plan on leaving," he has more of a pleading tone.

He holds his hand out for me, trying not to overwhelm me. I place my hand on his, taking his hand.
"can you let me think through this please. I love you... like i really do, but i feel like it's too much," i look up at him with sorrow eyes.

"yeah... yeah, you can think. Don't worry. I just want you to know that i'm here for you throughout whatever. I know i can help you, and whoever did what to you in the past, i'm not letting them go out freely," he whispers.

"thanks mase," i lean in to hug him in which he accepts with no hesitation.
"you know ill do anything for you, y/n/n."

How i just want to love this boy so openly, but i feel a huge magnetic pulling me back from doing so.

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