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𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇...
Y/n has this constant worry aka jealousy that mason and his ex would get back in touch...

lowercase intended.
TW: fan behavior

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'But I can't help it.'

I'm in mason's bed as he's playing video games. I was on instagram scrolling through my feed as I came across her page. I decided to stalk for a bit and click on her account.

I scroll to the very bottom. She didn't have her and mason's pictures up anymore. I expected that. I always look at her page just to expect to see it but I don't. I don't mean to feel jealous, I mean... I'm literally with him. Not her.

'I'm so obsessed with your ex.'

I mentally groan and try to have some self control. The thoughts replaying of when mason told me some interests she had when we first got together, cause i was so curious that i had to ask.

"She goes to the beach like every summer. It was tiring, to be honest."

"She was very distant. Not the physical person type."

I mindlessly scroll through her instagram again. This time it was her highlights.
Her beach pics.
Herself.
Her dogs.
Her and her friends.
Her and her family.
Vacation photos.

'I'm staring at her like I wanna get hurt.'

I remember the day we were at the same party. She was so nice and I have no reason to hate her, cause she had mason before fair and square. They broke up mutually then two years later it was me and him. I just can't help but think they'd get back in touch.

Maybe Im just insecure. Probably so. Jealous and insecure is me. But i'm not jealous of the fact that he could be thinking of someone else. Definitely not..

I get off my phone as I get up to walk over to Mason.

"Hey, mase. How's the game,"
I ask him.

"Almost done, Just have to finish this one thing quick,"
he looks up at me and smiles.

I wait for him to finish before.

As he finished the game, he spins his chair to look at me. I say back down at the end of his bed to reach his level.

"So... quick question—"
I began to ask hit he cuts me off with a kiss.

"No."
he says when he pulls away.

He knows how I get sometimes. I get annoyed by it myself. I still wonder how he's still with me. I'm just a bad person.

"Y/n, I know you know that you're the only one i think of. I only love you."
he smiles.

'but every time you call my name, i think you mistake me for her.'

I nod, "yeah. but i can't help it. I'll stop though. I'm just being silly."

He laughs,
"It's okay, i get it."

They've been together for so long, i feel like im the one that's intruding. Their families were close and stuff. They were together for like years on years.

Mason doesn't have anything of hers anymore. They really did broke up on good mutual terms, but the thoughts still run through my head like a cycle. She even got a boyfriend recently. Like a year after me and him got together and they're so cute. I see her instagram highlights and posts of them together smiling.

'You both have moved on, you don't even talk."

Like they did everything together so I feel like I'm doing the things in replace of her. Sleeping on the same side of the bed she had probably slept on. Sitting at the dinner table in her chair. Wearing the same shirt that she probably wore.

I look at him as he waits for another game to pop up. He gets on his phone in the meantime. Showing me funny videos from time to time.

'Do you think about her? No, I'm fine, It doesn't matter.'

She's just so perfect and I feel like I can't fill that void. But He's with me for a reason so...

"Darling, you have that thinking face again,"
he speaks up.

"No, I don't."

"Mhm... yeah you do,"
he laughs as he leans closer to me.

I look into his eyes.
"You're going crazy."

"Not as much as you,"
he says as he plants a kiss on my forehead before slumping onto his bed.

'Oh gosh, she makes me so upset.'

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i'm obsessed with olivia so most of these will be olivia related psa..

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