Dont Keep Me Waiting.

chapter 3

We were sitting in 5th period and talking and laughing like we always do and for some reason it popped in my head that I really liked him. I was thinking about it while I was sitting there talking to him, and i had never told anyone about it. In my eyes he was perfect. All of his features were stunning and he was always making me laugh or smile. He didnt really talk to any other girls, so I decided to be a baller and ask him this:

"Who's your favorite bestfriend?"

>"well kyle"

* I just kinda looked at him for a sec*

>"I'm just kidding, its you."

*my heart starts poinding like it's trying to come out of my chest.*

*I look down trying not to let him see that I was flustered*

Suddenly my whole world revolved around Isaiah, like it was only me and him. It felt really good. Like I wasnt alone, Which was how i felt when i wasnt with him. He was the first thing I thought about when I woke up and went to sleep. I still hadn't told him though, I was so in love that in got in the way of fear and I just told him. I wrote it down on a note and left it on his desk because there was still a bit of fear telling me not to say it in person.

My heart was pounding faster than ever as I watched him pick up the note and read it. He looked at it for 1-2 minutes and put it back in his pocket.
I was waiting thinking it was all gonna be okay and we could be together after waiting all that time.

After class he didnt say anything, Not one word. It scared me. We always walked out of class together, so he waited for me to get my stuff and we both walked out. I stared at him for a couple seconds as we were walking hoping he'd say somthing. He didnt, so I had to say somthing to break the silence between us. Though it wasnt silent at all because there were tons of kids walking and screaming and talking and dropping books all around us, it just felt silent because he wasnt filling my thoughts or words.